b r e a k a w a y
It's amazing how talking to Bobby always makes me feel like I actually know what I'm thinking for a change. And right now, I'm thinking...feeling..that I'm ready to move on from the dramatic events that happened this summer- but at the same time...I just don't think I'm ready to put myself back out there and risk getting hurt again right now. I'm thinking that I should just cool it for a while until I find someone who's a possible Bopatin (just don't ask.) and maybe I'll end up meeting someone at 4H camp but I doubt a serious relationship will come out of that anyway. Just another fling. I also think that I'm tired of flings right now...if I could just find that one guy who has everything I need and more...then I would be ready to commit for a while. But this is all just wishful thinking. For now, I'll just relax and take what comes my way step by step. <3