Jul 30, 2005 00:32
i don't know what to say anymore.....not right now.....I feel like the biggest asshole in the world and, really, I just want to talk to someone right now. I never thought I would ever have the need to say this, but I'm scared....terrified....and completely at a loss for words.
this might be my last entry in here....if not forever, maybe for a long time. I'm sorry my friends, and I'm sorry to anyone who has me in their lives. Just move on with everything and forget you ever met me....seriously....i'm not worth it...I fucked up hardcore, but what else is new........