awwww, shit!!!
=W= tickets for Chicago are sold-da-fuck-out!!!!! They sold out really fast so whoever can get me some, I swear I will give you something....I don't know, my virginity over again....whatever.....probably more money than you deserve, you filthy bastards!!!!!! I WANT TO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! help?
sorry i wasn't ready to persue something with you. im sorry i started talking to you when allison and i were on one of our 'wierd parts'. im sorry i felt wierd hanging out with you after she and i got back together, and im sorry i didn't know how to tell you. i'm sorry we haven't talked since then but it just sort of felt wierd. i'm sorry i embelished stories of hanging out with you but people read this that would get all mad at me if the story had been told the way it went. i'm sorry about the entry about you slipping money in my pocket but the day you did it i had no clue what was going on.
i really don't WANT to say this last part but i'm sorry you had to meet a giant dick like me and i'm sorry i effed you over. i miss knowing you and i wish i could have done things differently as far as how i acted. i rarely admit to being wrong but i was very very left field in this instance. i can make excuse after excuse but long story short.
im sorry. and i miss knowing you. and im sorry. i guess there was just something about the waitress i had a crush on and left mix tapes for...i don't know. i'm just ridiculously sorry. if i even felt like i could look you in the eye again or call without hanging up i'd give a more personal apology but i know i friggin' can't and hopefully i can give a better apology soon. but right now i still feel like big enough of an ass that i just can't.
-matt
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