Trickle
Got the rough draft of the technical document done today, im unhappy about it, but oh well.
The major issue is that the onle real 'programmers' in the class are Chase, Robert, and I. Derrick and Lorenzo, who are on my team, are not programmers, and Chase is preoccupied runnin the group. Which leaves the Robert and I to do the bulk of the document. Even the stuff that Derrick and Lorenzo write is somewhat useless because either Robert or I have to reread and rewrite it, which saves little time. But I guess its better then not having them at all, im making due.
Im glad to be leading the tech team, and I have a slightly stronger foothold/respect from the rest of the team. It makes me happy. I have a strong need and hunger. I feel like I have to be looked up to by others, that I have to be professional quality, that me and my work are to be respected. If I dont get that feeling I dont feel proud, if I dont feel proud I am unhappy and unmotivated. Previously I was not leading anyone, I was just another team member, and I was not creating anything spectacular, just reading torque documentation. I was very unhappy.
Im so tired, im running on 3 hours of sleep.
Played magic.......the gathering,
bargf
I read some other ,
The major issue is that the onle real 'programmers' in the class are Chase, Robert, and I. Derrick and Lorenzo, who are on my team, are not programmers, and Chase is preoccupied runnin the group. Which leaves the Robert and I to do the bulk of the document. Even the stuff that Derrick and Lorenzo write is somewhat useless because either Robert or I have to reread and rewrite it, which saves little time. But I guess its better then not having them at all, im making due.
Im glad to be leading the tech team, and I have a slightly stronger foothold/respect from the rest of the team. It makes me happy. I have a strong need and hunger. I feel like I have to be looked up to by others, that I have to be professional quality, that me and my work are to be respected. If I dont get that feeling I dont feel proud, if I dont feel proud I am unhappy and unmotivated. Previously I was not leading anyone, I was just another team member, and I was not creating anything spectacular, just reading torque documentation. I was very unhappy.
Im so tired, im running on 3 hours of sleep.
Played magic.......the gathering,
bargf
I read some other ,