Well I dyed my hair pure black again, everyone else seems to like it brown but fuck them I love it black, I think it looks sharp sleek and sexifull, plus it makes me feel all cool. OH and I can do my elegantly diseveled(quote tom) hair style with it, cuz it doesnt look good with my brown hair anyways.
Anyways I figured out what im gonna do bout this whole Sara thing and bein single now. Im just gonna bury myself in my work, its where Im happiest right now, I dont even want another GF. Im just gonna try to get back to my old ambitious self and begin dominating. And I thank chase for that, I was seriously spinning out of controll untill I finally talked to him, everyone else I turned to didnt really have an unbiased oppinion.
I feel the beast inside me once again.