Today I woke up, and I was not angry with the world...
Wow. I think I just needed a day to sleep in without having to be anywhere at a certain time or place, because it is now 4 in the afternoon... >_< Maddy, you lush!
...Well, we got there and back earlier than I had anticipated, so I didn't go to sleep right away even though I felt mentally exhausted (but in the good way). Anyways, it's not like I COULD go to sleep any earlier, what with Kim shouting drunkenly into her phone for her ex to come over and hang out so they could be friends... (sigh)... I miss Abbey ;_;...
...So YAY for twelve hours of sleep!
...Awesome, AWESOME conversations with Emily during the drive back and forth yesterday to New Jersey... I ended up opening up a lot to her with things I usually refrain from talking about to others for a myriad of reasons (fear of being judged, reprimanded, fear of trust, of giving out too much information, fear of WHINING). Surprisingly, we were on the same page with a lot of things, to the point where it became eerily kindred-spirit kind of stuff, and it was cathartic knowing that I can be confirmed by someone, other than myself, that I am in my right mind, by someone who has a good, contemplative, and empathetic head on their shoulders...
So I've decided on staying on campus until graduation, because I have unfinished business... oh yeah, and I need to pick up my cap and gown sometime soon. 'Course, this means I have to make due with the fact that I have no towels, no socks, no shower gel, and a pantry with very little to make a meal out of... maybe a bowl of rice... OH WELL!
... Shit. I still need to pack.
...Well, we got there and back earlier than I had anticipated, so I didn't go to sleep right away even though I felt mentally exhausted (but in the good way). Anyways, it's not like I COULD go to sleep any earlier, what with Kim shouting drunkenly into her phone for her ex to come over and hang out so they could be friends... (sigh)... I miss Abbey ;_;...
...So YAY for twelve hours of sleep!
...Awesome, AWESOME conversations with Emily during the drive back and forth yesterday to New Jersey... I ended up opening up a lot to her with things I usually refrain from talking about to others for a myriad of reasons (fear of being judged, reprimanded, fear of trust, of giving out too much information, fear of WHINING). Surprisingly, we were on the same page with a lot of things, to the point where it became eerily kindred-spirit kind of stuff, and it was cathartic knowing that I can be confirmed by someone, other than myself, that I am in my right mind, by someone who has a good, contemplative, and empathetic head on their shoulders...
So I've decided on staying on campus until graduation, because I have unfinished business... oh yeah, and I need to pick up my cap and gown sometime soon. 'Course, this means I have to make due with the fact that I have no towels, no socks, no shower gel, and a pantry with very little to make a meal out of... maybe a bowl of rice... OH WELL!
... Shit. I still need to pack.