I give up

[nina_rippner]

I have decided to just give up. If Mikey wants to talk to me, he'll do so. But if I don't hear from him for a month, I'll just assume we're no longer going out and I'll try not to relapse again.

Luckily though, Mikey doesn't know about my... habit.

I don't know. Maybe I'm just feeling insecure becuase I wanna talk to him but he doesn't wanna talk to me. We'll just have to wait and see.