OH NO!! I met a total hottie!
Me and my Friend went to the pool the other day, and this guy just happens to catch my eye right off the bat. The next thing I know, my friend starts yelling at him! So I'm sitting there looking at both of them funny, and then she decides to introduce us.
And what do you know? he turns out to be her cousin! HELLO!
So yeah, I tell her that I think he's cute, and guess what the first words out of her mouth were.... Do you like him?
I hit her so hard it was not even funny, I kept telling her that I already had a BF. But the fact that she kept talking about him doomed me. I can't get this guy out of my head! And the worst part is, I feel like I'm betraying Mikey.
Besides, odds are that I will never see this guy again, he's 16 going on 17 and lives a whole state away from me. But is only seeing the guy once better then never seeing the guy?
Don't get me wrong I love Mikey to death. But at the moment, it just doesn't look like we're going to be able to ANYWHERE! He lives in Maine, so unless he decides to up and move when he turns 18 there's really no way this is going to work.
I know it seems like I should have thought of that when I fell for him, or more importantly let him know that I fell for him, but Love can REALLY cloud your thinking sometimes. I cried so hard yesterday when I realized that I might have to break up with Mikey. I am at the point that if he asked me to do something, I would not be able to say no. I pray every night that he doesn't realize that.
my position right now is so dangerous. You would not believe how close I came to marking myself again last night.
WHAT HAPPENED TO MY NO DATING RULE?!
I used to be so anti drama, but this thing with Mikey has me all confused. I love him so much, but I don't want to get hurt again!
And now this knew guy comes along. I think I only said two words to the guy.
Besides, it's only a matter of time before Mikey get's bored with me.
They all get bored eventually. Then he'll just be like the others.
Okay, I feel like rejoining the real world now.
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Guy? What Guy?
And what do you know? he turns out to be her cousin! HELLO!
So yeah, I tell her that I think he's cute, and guess what the first words out of her mouth were.... Do you like him?
I hit her so hard it was not even funny, I kept telling her that I already had a BF. But the fact that she kept talking about him doomed me. I can't get this guy out of my head! And the worst part is, I feel like I'm betraying Mikey.
Besides, odds are that I will never see this guy again, he's 16 going on 17 and lives a whole state away from me. But is only seeing the guy once better then never seeing the guy?
Don't get me wrong I love Mikey to death. But at the moment, it just doesn't look like we're going to be able to ANYWHERE! He lives in Maine, so unless he decides to up and move when he turns 18 there's really no way this is going to work.
I know it seems like I should have thought of that when I fell for him, or more importantly let him know that I fell for him, but Love can REALLY cloud your thinking sometimes. I cried so hard yesterday when I realized that I might have to break up with Mikey. I am at the point that if he asked me to do something, I would not be able to say no. I pray every night that he doesn't realize that.
my position right now is so dangerous. You would not believe how close I came to marking myself again last night.
WHAT HAPPENED TO MY NO DATING RULE?!
I used to be so anti drama, but this thing with Mikey has me all confused. I love him so much, but I don't want to get hurt again!
And now this knew guy comes along. I think I only said two words to the guy.
Besides, it's only a matter of time before Mikey get's bored with me.
They all get bored eventually. Then he'll just be like the others.
Okay, I feel like rejoining the real world now.
one...
two...
three...
Guy? What Guy?