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dem what the fuck was i thinking when i called kilsy(kirsten's sister) and told her that something bad had happened to alane...what the fuck...i did not think...everything happened so fucking fast (all at ones) when holly called me...it was not for me to tell kelsy any thing...but like i said i did not think when i did that...what if all this wrong...what if alana going 2 be k and i told kelsy all that stuff...i think that kelsy was almost crying when i told her that...wtf was i thinking...its was not for me 2 tell her...now im sooo fucking mad at myself for doing this...because when i called her my world was almost dark and 2 tell the trueth i did not no that i called her till the minute i hong up the phone...thats when i realized what i have done, and start to cry...dem it was not for me to tell (IM SO SORRY KELSY) someone else shouled have told her this not me, and now i can't get this out of my head...its ganna be long nite...so yea holly is ganna call me and tell me everything else, and this time im not going 2 say nothing...DEM SOMEONE FUCKING ShOOT ME
its was not for me to say...someone esle should have done it not me
its was not for me to say...someone esle should have done it not me