I'm on a posting roll....
I'm desperately hoping that posting will ease my recent irritability. We shall see. So, that stupid thing I was talking about in my last post... I think the moment has passed. I may be stupid, but I am well past the point where I will associate with assholes. Well.... I guess I have to make an exception. I AM heading home for Thanksgiving with my family, after all. ;)
Bad Nina, bad!
Anyway, yeah, I can go home and be ignored by my family and have them buy me things and not have to clean up my apartment to do it. :) Now, I don't get other nice things out of that arrangement.... but oh well. Thinking back, some really shitty stuff usually immediately followed the nice things.
I don't know why this particular situation bothers me so much. I wonder if it's the co-dependant in me seeing it as a failure that I can't "fix" the person. Not that I really tried, I didn't. My voice just tells me I should, then I tell the voice to go to hell. Have you noticed I'm in kind of an odd mood? ;)
Anyways, let's see if _____ can pull his head out of his ass long enough to respond to me. I'm seriously doubting it. I will likely respond in kind if he does anyway. Bring on the bitch!
Bad Nina, bad!
Anyway, yeah, I can go home and be ignored by my family and have them buy me things and not have to clean up my apartment to do it. :) Now, I don't get other nice things out of that arrangement.... but oh well. Thinking back, some really shitty stuff usually immediately followed the nice things.
I don't know why this particular situation bothers me so much. I wonder if it's the co-dependant in me seeing it as a failure that I can't "fix" the person. Not that I really tried, I didn't. My voice just tells me I should, then I tell the voice to go to hell. Have you noticed I'm in kind of an odd mood? ;)
Anyways, let's see if _____ can pull his head out of his ass long enough to respond to me. I'm seriously doubting it. I will likely respond in kind if he does anyway. Bring on the bitch!