it's been awhile
Wow....it has been a very long time since I have posted a blog......I don't even know what to do anymore. I guess I will start with a little update.....things are good. I'm older....I work a lot....I play a lot......my personality was pretty well established even in my younger years, so most of my hobbies and traits are still there, perhaps more developed. I have recently been freed from television due to the writers strike....and have come to the realization that I don't read and write as much as I should. I had forgotten what a release it is to write and get lost in books. I have missed it dearly, but my triumphant return has been very welcoming and rewarding. However, even now as I type I am being overly critical of my blogging content.....I want to talk about relationships, love, and future careers.....but it is all so redundant and mainstream....even my observation of being mainstream is in itself cliche.........at the same time, no one reads this shit anyway and it is for my sole beneficial release that I should talk about whatever I please.....now, if thats not an introduction I don't know what is.
After all that build up....I don't even know what to say. I think I might start a blog under a false name......all my feelings and stories are personal and I really don't like releasing them into public hands. i don't know....we'll just talk generally for now.........
Love is illogical. I do not believe it exists, nor can I understand how such a non-materialistic theory of an unmeasurable emotion can have such an amazing influence on the world. I will admit that relationships are beneficial in their own ways. But my question is...why does sex + friendship = love? Is it possible to have both sex and friendship within the same relationship without the label of socially constructed love?
Why is possession and jealously always surrounding this emotion of love? Why do people feel the need to own someone? The idea of sharing one's beloved is maddening to most. Is this some instinctual reaction or a learned behavior? I do believe in only having one of these kinds of relationships at a time, only because it requires constant maintenance and attention. Successfully carrying on multiple said relationships would be both emotionally and physically draining.
I had more to say....but I'm done for now, but I plan on gracing the pages of livejournal with my presence on a more frequent basis.
After all that build up....I don't even know what to say. I think I might start a blog under a false name......all my feelings and stories are personal and I really don't like releasing them into public hands. i don't know....we'll just talk generally for now.........
Love is illogical. I do not believe it exists, nor can I understand how such a non-materialistic theory of an unmeasurable emotion can have such an amazing influence on the world. I will admit that relationships are beneficial in their own ways. But my question is...why does sex + friendship = love? Is it possible to have both sex and friendship within the same relationship without the label of socially constructed love?
Why is possession and jealously always surrounding this emotion of love? Why do people feel the need to own someone? The idea of sharing one's beloved is maddening to most. Is this some instinctual reaction or a learned behavior? I do believe in only having one of these kinds of relationships at a time, only because it requires constant maintenance and attention. Successfully carrying on multiple said relationships would be both emotionally and physically draining.
I had more to say....but I'm done for now, but I plan on gracing the pages of livejournal with my presence on a more frequent basis.