Dec 09, 2004 16:24
So...i, christina, have actually gone to all of my classes for 8 days running now (minus that chorus shit I did on wednesday, and me visiting my mom and dad on monday during school...they are both legal skipping). Do you know what a fucking miracle that is!!!!! Mind you....I still havent gone to a complete week of school this entire year....maybe next week will be a first. The thing that amazes me about all this is my grades. My grades have improved or stayed the same.....instead of declining as one would suspect. Today, for instance, I took two test and recieved A's on both of them, yet I never did the assignments or heard the lectures on either of the material from those tests....its just sad. When shit like this happens it really makes me wonder why I fuckin waste my god damn time and wake my ass up and go to that fucking hell hole. When I actually go to class (with the exception of english and chorus) all I do is stare at the fucking floor and wait to go home.....its so pointless, I can learn more in my sleep than I do going to some of these ridiculous excuses for 'education enrichment'. 5 fucking months left of this shit......I know its not long, but its going to drag on forever just to spite me. And I am in no way appologizing for my angered behavior around campus......I would never make an excuse for offended someone...I am simply stating facts. So if I blow up at u and u think its uncalled for....tell me, cause then I can actually have more of an arugment with you verus the nomal reaction of submission, and those discrecpencies always make my days a little more bearable, oh....a good little brawl brightens and warms my heart.....then again, I doubt any of you would be challenging enough for me.....I'd give the best of you maybe 2minutes in the ring...tops. But anyway......I hate it there......despise it with every fucking once of blood in my body.....im out.....*kisses*!