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Hunter told me he hates me and never wants to see me again. I brought it upon myself, but I'm really depressed. I'm not a horrible person, I just made a really bad descision. This really hurts. This really hurts. I can't get my mind off of it. And the person that I put everything on the line for is inoring me. With good reason but it hurts. I wanted to be open about it. We both knew what was going to happen. But once it was out in the open I've been blown off day after day after day. I hate... Worst month of my life. I fucked uup. I fucked uppppp. I fucked up.