Nov 21, 2003 00:32
hello.
heheheh i just caught my doggie ripping up tissues. i dont know why it was just really funny....i heard the trash can moving across the tile floor, then some footsteps, and then this very slight shredding....i came out into the hallway and he dropped the tissue and put his head down like he was so guilty. it was so cute, heh, i dont know why, its just really funny...hes such a little person. well, hes actually pretty big. but anyway...
i went to the coheed/thrice/thursday concert on tuesday. it was awesome, a very good combination of bands, and i doubt there will be that good of a mix any time soon. geoff rickley from thursday has to be one of the nicest people in the world. hes so not a famous person, if you know what i mean. he was trying to tell a story about something, and this group of people kept trying to shout out this song they wanted them to play, and he was like, guys, can you wait a second? and then told the story and played the song, and after that, he apologized to the people in the crowd, and he was like- im really sorry guys i didnt mean to cut you off, i dont want you to think that i think im the only person with something important to say because im holding the microphone, if anyone has anything to say, just shout it out right now. it was funny, it was like- there is the difference between him and the fucking annoying lead singer of the movielife. when i went to skate and surf we were waiting for the next band to play, i think it was from autumn to ashes, so i guess a lot of people were not getting into their set. he was such a dick, he was up on stage saying, "I have the microphone and you dont, so fuck you...blah blah..."...acting all vanilla-ice like. you can tell the difference between the bands that are still like normal humans after they get famous and the ones with big heads who think everyone has to like them.
so tired...i was at the salon all day, i got my hair done at 11, ate lunch after that, and then worked from 1 until 8 or so...and then matt had to go to staples to pick up a copy he was having made, and he needed to get gas, so we just switched cars and i got gas for him because he had to make sure the copy was made right and we wanted to get home sooner. heh i spent like 5 minutes looking for the button to release the gas trap and finally i called him and he told me there wasnt one, you just open yourself. stupid mustang. heh i can never get used to driving his car, i always feel like im running things over- the front is so long and its a lot wider than my toyota. the mustang looks small on the outside but it feel so big when driving it...probably just to me though, my car is 4 cylinders and his is 6, so...his is a lot more car, heh.
i had to borrow it yesterday to go babysit, because wendy needed to borrow my car (her car's engine was smoking and if she didnt take a test at abington she wouldve failed her course) and it was torrentially pouring, it was so scary because not only do i hardly know if im on the right part of the road or not when i drive his car, i couldnt see anything anyway...and his tires arent that good in the rain i almost hydroplaned off the road like 5 times. oh well still here though.
last night we watched the bachelor, wooohooooooooo. estella won yayyyy. haha im such a loser. i like estella though...so im glad. and kelly jo seemed a little delusional...like...the first day she met him, she was like...."i am IN LOVE with bob..." she was a little obsessive. lol whatever im a dork.
oh great....my brother is fighting with his girlfriend again...
i wish the two of them would just break up or decide to be a normal couple. it makes me mad to think he could be (and probably is) wasting his time. whatever, its his life i guess, i just want him to be happy though...plus i get sick of all the drama, especially when i am trying to sleep and i hear him yelling on the phone at 3 in the morning or slamming his fist down on the table...
ugh its getting late...i have to be at work by 8:30 tomorrow...blah.
i wish matt were here i miss him. i love just falling asleep next to him, when i cant sleep i always wish he were there...well, all the time actually but just especially when i cant sleep. he brought me home last night, i had to get my car from my neighbor, and he was just so cute in the car, and before i got out, he told me he loved me with everything in him, and it just made me feel so great, and so lucky. after i got my car and moved it down the street, he waited to make sure i got inside, and i ran back through the rain to give him another kiss goodnight.
it just seems pointless to even live in a different house anymore, i see him every day. i asked him to try and remember the last day we went the whole day without seeing each other. we cant remember. we know it wasn't after my graduation, and even if there was one day sometime in there like around may, which i doubt because i remember spending more and more time with him towards the whole last half of my school year, it was probably only one day not seeing him and then more months seeing him every day. i think pretty much since weve both been driving weve always made an effort to see each other each and every day. now not only do i see him every day but i spend time with him- every single night until we are almost too tired to drive home, plus any time we have during the day when we arent working or in school. wow, to think ive seen him every single day at LEAST in the last 6 months...im really lucky. i better enjoy it because once i start my nursing clinicals next fall i might not be able to see him quite every day. we are a little spoiled now...but im gonna enjoy it while i can.
alright ive got to get to bed, the morning comes so soon these days...
goodnight everyone (nobody), actually i guess just goodnight to myself since nobody reads this lol.