Realization
I am beginning to understand the concept of the Void. A fourth and fifth dimension if you will. To a normal person this may sound like non-sense, but if anyone wishes to discuss this with me or help me understand even more so you're more than welcomed to. Enemy or Ally, knowledge should be passed on. I feel at peace lately in more aspects than I usually do.
My technique is refined more and more as time passes. My Senior Instructors and Sensei have been over my shoulder constantly as of late, preparing me for the next step. I feel blessed to have their aid and I promise to up hold the code of the Shinobi no matter how hard it may seem at times. To protect life, to protect the ones you love. That is more than enough reason to become an undying shadow.
There is so much I want to say but I cannot find the words to say it, it's as if I am screaming into the clouds yet no one can hear me, and all ears are closed. Everything seems wonderful from the external point of view, yet my insides plead for more knowledge and understanding. I don't know what else to do. I must continue forward as I'm shoved into this darkened and confusing area of my life. The light will rise soon, I can feel it. It's only a matter of time now.
There's no reason to hide or lie anymore. My true thoughts and opinions of people have been given. I do not care what they think, I do not care about the past or revenge. And I will not sugar coat things any longer. This is how it is, there's nothing left but acceptance.
Sayonara for now.
My technique is refined more and more as time passes. My Senior Instructors and Sensei have been over my shoulder constantly as of late, preparing me for the next step. I feel blessed to have their aid and I promise to up hold the code of the Shinobi no matter how hard it may seem at times. To protect life, to protect the ones you love. That is more than enough reason to become an undying shadow.
There is so much I want to say but I cannot find the words to say it, it's as if I am screaming into the clouds yet no one can hear me, and all ears are closed. Everything seems wonderful from the external point of view, yet my insides plead for more knowledge and understanding. I don't know what else to do. I must continue forward as I'm shoved into this darkened and confusing area of my life. The light will rise soon, I can feel it. It's only a matter of time now.
There's no reason to hide or lie anymore. My true thoughts and opinions of people have been given. I do not care what they think, I do not care about the past or revenge. And I will not sugar coat things any longer. This is how it is, there's nothing left but acceptance.
Sayonara for now.