Him...

[nimuwayy]

So I freaked out, just like you said I would. I've managed to reign myself in, at least until I hear the next bit of news. I cry over you. I never meant to. But I do. You don't have to love me, that's not the point of this love I bear for you, but how I wish you would. I miss you. So often, I miss you. I carry you with me all the time, so deep within myself that I don't remember how to separate us anymore. You deserve so much more, you should stop punishing yourself. I wish someone would just tell me the answer. Just tell me true. Their true perceptions. I don't need anyone to dance around things, and yet they do. You do. You're infuriating, insufferable, and beautiful.... I wish I would hear from you... Guess I'll have to suck it up and deal with it. I will just have soldier through this.

"Just let me try, and I will be good to you, just let me try and I will be there for you, and I'll show you why you're so much more than good enough..."