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So, Offically.. I'm enjoying life. I've got painting, and freedom
Crew has torn my hands apart. yes, my hands are full of blisters. 19 blisters that I can count... yeahhhhh.
So I saw Justin this past weekend... YYYeah that was cool the first time I've seen him since he left for the military... that's yeah 6 months, greatttt. I gave him letters and walked away, I feel better about stuff though.
So Matt R and I started talking again, it's cool, but he's getting kinda clingy. It's annoyinggg. But w/e, i'm dealing. The painting I'm doing in the art-studio is taking up most of the free time that I have. I just REALLY want to finish it before i leave, i still have hands, face, feet, and drawing to paint...
Biology AP exam has been taken and its DONE and OVER with, I have a project and some make-up work to do... but besides that I'm almost done and gradating soon.
OOO soo Flemming and I might be going to Prom together, that would be cool cause I won't see him for a while, considering he's gonna be in CALI. But 'tis cool. We went out for music and cake the other day, he tried to feed it to me, hopefully we'll rock the prom together
OH so I have a Prom NEXT weekend. I'm sooo stoaked, I get to go to Aarons prom... I love that kid! :) it just requires getting all dressed uppp. Hopefully I can get my hair braided for the prom a few days before, like the thrusday or the wednesday.... depending on everything.
NICKI came to visit the school the other day we had been talking about how we had to hang out sometime soon, and then there she was sitting in the dayroom... I didn't know what else to do.. I was flippin. Pretty good reason to flip out too.
I have a doctors app friday... tommmorrow.. yeah thats sexy right there.
So I am going to NEW england COLLEGE. Yes I am going to college. I'm amazed at myself too.
So life is treating me well, I'm writing a lot again, and I'm painting a lot again, just like when Justin left the first time... but this time I am not doing it because I'm biding my time till he comes home, I'm just hanging out cause I don't want anything with anyone else. Well, not that I don't want anyone else. I'm just not ready to move on and have that type of commitment with another person.
Yes sure I miss having the cuddling time with another person, and I also miss having the other things going on... yah know.... but eh I'm dealing
Barbi is gone in Iseral, and I miss her heepers, but I think I can deal with it, I'm just waiting for her to come home safe to me... I told her if she didn't come back who would I have to hang out with most of the summer. She and I are gonna 'rock the house' yah know. Wow I sound old school. I pulled out the "be there or be square" saying the other day, it was saddd.
Oh so I work on Friday at the tuck, and then I have a race Saturday, I get to see my grandfather hopefully at the race, the first race that he will be coming to ever, and probably my last one ever. And then ummm I have work Sunday and then school monday tuesday wednesday thrusday and then I don't know what else is going on... oh yeah the prom for Aaron, and then later the next week my prom... just busy busy busy.
well I'm outtie I just had to update for once.
Crew has torn my hands apart. yes, my hands are full of blisters. 19 blisters that I can count... yeahhhhh.
So I saw Justin this past weekend... YYYeah that was cool the first time I've seen him since he left for the military... that's yeah 6 months, greatttt. I gave him letters and walked away, I feel better about stuff though.
So Matt R and I started talking again, it's cool, but he's getting kinda clingy. It's annoyinggg. But w/e, i'm dealing. The painting I'm doing in the art-studio is taking up most of the free time that I have. I just REALLY want to finish it before i leave, i still have hands, face, feet, and drawing to paint...
Biology AP exam has been taken and its DONE and OVER with, I have a project and some make-up work to do... but besides that I'm almost done and gradating soon.
OOO soo Flemming and I might be going to Prom together, that would be cool cause I won't see him for a while, considering he's gonna be in CALI. But 'tis cool. We went out for music and cake the other day, he tried to feed it to me, hopefully we'll rock the prom together
OH so I have a Prom NEXT weekend. I'm sooo stoaked, I get to go to Aarons prom... I love that kid! :) it just requires getting all dressed uppp. Hopefully I can get my hair braided for the prom a few days before, like the thrusday or the wednesday.... depending on everything.
NICKI came to visit the school the other day we had been talking about how we had to hang out sometime soon, and then there she was sitting in the dayroom... I didn't know what else to do.. I was flippin. Pretty good reason to flip out too.
I have a doctors app friday... tommmorrow.. yeah thats sexy right there.
So I am going to NEW england COLLEGE. Yes I am going to college. I'm amazed at myself too.
So life is treating me well, I'm writing a lot again, and I'm painting a lot again, just like when Justin left the first time... but this time I am not doing it because I'm biding my time till he comes home, I'm just hanging out cause I don't want anything with anyone else. Well, not that I don't want anyone else. I'm just not ready to move on and have that type of commitment with another person.
Yes sure I miss having the cuddling time with another person, and I also miss having the other things going on... yah know.... but eh I'm dealing
Barbi is gone in Iseral, and I miss her heepers, but I think I can deal with it, I'm just waiting for her to come home safe to me... I told her if she didn't come back who would I have to hang out with most of the summer. She and I are gonna 'rock the house' yah know. Wow I sound old school. I pulled out the "be there or be square" saying the other day, it was saddd.
Oh so I work on Friday at the tuck, and then I have a race Saturday, I get to see my grandfather hopefully at the race, the first race that he will be coming to ever, and probably my last one ever. And then ummm I have work Sunday and then school monday tuesday wednesday thrusday and then I don't know what else is going on... oh yeah the prom for Aaron, and then later the next week my prom... just busy busy busy.
well I'm outtie I just had to update for once.