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ew! I just got out of bio, I'm bored, talking to Nicki, my sexy sexy luvver. Anyways, just kidding, but you all don't need to know that.
So the thing with Adam, just friends, nothing more nothing less, as Barbi said, I need to heal still. (I luv that girl.) She is right I do still need time to heal, it's a messed up situation that I'm in, kinda. I want to have some physical luv, but I don't want to be attatched to a boy. In the end I'll just end up doing the single girl and not really looking cause I don't really trust boys. Some of the girls at school are pushing me to another boy, but I just don't think I'm ready for it.
OHHHH so this was greatt...
When Ethan "broke up with me," he told me that if I were to date anyone after him, he would want me to date his friend David. SO when I was at Hyde to pick up Charlie, to take him to drivers ED, I ran into David, and he asked me how I was, and we stood talking for a good 15 minutes, and he basically, wanted o see how I was holding up after the fact. I just said that I had been getting down on myself, blaming myself for what had happened with Ethan. Losing my virginty to an asshole who then stopped takling to me. there I said it. woo... So then he was like Maggie it wasn't your fault, and you have no reason to be getting down on yourself about it. So just tell yourself that it wasn't your fault. Then he had to go and I just wanted to get off campus because it was the fact that I could run into Ethan that scared me, and I just wanted to get out of there. IF I ran into ethan I would hit him, real hard, I just want one swing at him. JUST one.
So yeah thats all I wanted to say.
Maggie
So the thing with Adam, just friends, nothing more nothing less, as Barbi said, I need to heal still. (I luv that girl.) She is right I do still need time to heal, it's a messed up situation that I'm in, kinda. I want to have some physical luv, but I don't want to be attatched to a boy. In the end I'll just end up doing the single girl and not really looking cause I don't really trust boys. Some of the girls at school are pushing me to another boy, but I just don't think I'm ready for it.
OHHHH so this was greatt...
When Ethan "broke up with me," he told me that if I were to date anyone after him, he would want me to date his friend David. SO when I was at Hyde to pick up Charlie, to take him to drivers ED, I ran into David, and he asked me how I was, and we stood talking for a good 15 minutes, and he basically, wanted o see how I was holding up after the fact. I just said that I had been getting down on myself, blaming myself for what had happened with Ethan. Losing my virginty to an asshole who then stopped takling to me. there I said it. woo... So then he was like Maggie it wasn't your fault, and you have no reason to be getting down on yourself about it. So just tell yourself that it wasn't your fault. Then he had to go and I just wanted to get off campus because it was the fact that I could run into Ethan that scared me, and I just wanted to get out of there. IF I ran into ethan I would hit him, real hard, I just want one swing at him. JUST one.
So yeah thats all I wanted to say.
Maggie