cuteness, sexiness and confidence....
I used to be fairly unconfident in how i looked. We're surrounded by these stereotypes of what's "sexy" and i felt that i had to try to conform to those stereotypes to be considered sexy. But recently i've realised that outright sexiness doesn't work on me, i dont feel comfortable being sexy and i think it shows as my confidence is low if i'm in that sort of situation.
But what i have realised works for me is cuteness. I feel more natural laughing and giggling wearing pink pj's than i do pouting and wearing sexy underwear. I guess i've always been drawn to "cute" without realising it. In the past i've spent ages getting ready for a big (nilla) night out, only to meet up with my friends and be told "you look so cute"...... I used to get quite annoyed by it, but now i'm embracing it more. I want to look cute, i feel attractive, desirable, and sexy when i'm at my cutest. Even when i've been at clubs and have been topping, i've felt most comfortable in pigtails, rather than sexy black pvc.
I'm not sure where these ramblings are going really i guess.... just wanted to get that out so i can read it back.
But what i have realised works for me is cuteness. I feel more natural laughing and giggling wearing pink pj's than i do pouting and wearing sexy underwear. I guess i've always been drawn to "cute" without realising it. In the past i've spent ages getting ready for a big (nilla) night out, only to meet up with my friends and be told "you look so cute"...... I used to get quite annoyed by it, but now i'm embracing it more. I want to look cute, i feel attractive, desirable, and sexy when i'm at my cutest. Even when i've been at clubs and have been topping, i've felt most comfortable in pigtails, rather than sexy black pvc.
I'm not sure where these ramblings are going really i guess.... just wanted to get that out so i can read it back.