Apr 03, 2010 09:37
Of course, I can always find other things to do than what I ought. I've been too much on Twitter (DangerousHedges) which is easy for me to follow w/my slo-o-ow computer. I think about painting all the time without producing much. I should have one or three for the upcoming Scarab Club show but they are still gestating. I need to reset up a studio area. It's the setting up and putting out of the way of cats which has stopped me mostly. I meant to do the painting of the dream I had of the hare singing to the moon while it was still March. Oopsy, it's April.
You'd think I could've mailed out my Yule/birthday/et cetera packages by now. No.
I'm thinking of it being Sprrring as I start seeds and plant fleur bulbs. One of the cats is making it hard to type for yelling for attention. Of course, all the cats are thrilled by my planting things in pots: "DIRT!!!??? May I have some??? WANT!!!" And so I must redirect them to the litter boxes. "What the--??? NO! DIRT!!! WANT!!!" And so it goes. Catz iz.
I've let too much of my own life slip away. I need to get a better grip, decide what I need to do, do it, decide what I want to do, do it. Be more magical, paint more, live more outside my own head. It is April and I am stirred to life by my birth month.