Prisoner of Love (Chapter Six)
Title: Prisoner of Love
Author: Nimtsu12
Chapter: Six
Genre: Angst
Pairing: Jaesu
Rate: PG
Summary: “Loving You is A Prison To Me. Although You Bring Tears and Pain, But You Taught Me The Meaning of Love. Still, Nothing Can Break Me Free From Your Prison”
p/s: sorry 4 the grammar mistake. Feel free to ask me if there's anything you couldn't understand.
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Finally late midnight, Junsu reached home. “Never know that Yunho was that interesting!”
He laughed and chuckled alone without knowing there someone waiting for him by the bedroom door. He was still half-laughing and a bit shocked when he found Jaejoong waiting for him while in his hand there’s some pictures. *Did he find out?*
“What is this Junsu??” Jaejoong asked smirking while showing the pictures.
Junsu frowned. That is his pictures by why does he asking Junsu. “Isn’t that suppose to be your belonging!?”
“Why would I keep some stupid jerk pictures!??” he throw the pictures at Junsu.
“You know him!” Junsu yelled and punch Jaejoong right in the face.
Jaejoong now are boiled in anger as it was the first time Junsu ever hit him. “How could you….does he know the ‘real’ you? Will be accept you the way you are?”
“WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT!???” he yelled unable to hear the truth.
Jaejoong smirked. “You’ve been raped, involved with drugs and also poor!”
Junsu didn’t take that as bad thing. What Jaejoong said is true. He had been raped by his own father. Involved with drugs and also doesn’t have anything. He cried thinking about the past. “I….I hat-..”his talked was cut off.
“Do you really hate me Junsu? I thought you love me!” without him knowing anything Jaejoong cut his wrist with the knife he grabbed for the kitchen counter.
Junsu’e eyes widen at the blood coming out from Jaejoong deep cut wrist. He was standing there unable to move. “Jae-…joong!?”
Realizing what had happened he knee beside Jaejoong who laid there without a noise. “You kill me Junsu! You….kill….me!”
“NO! I’m the one who always save you. You know that I love and always will be caring for you!” Junsu cried and bring Jaejoong’s head to his laps.
“Why you care so much for him?” Jaejoong asked.
“He’s someone who I can call friend” Junsu wiped away his tears.
Jaejoong smirked. “Friend? There no friend for us Junsu. We live in this horrible world that has turned his back on us! We live on our own!”
“No…actually it’s us who turned our back on the world. We don’t have the courage to know the world. We afraid that the world would remain the same like before….” memory flashed backed in his head where his father raped him.
“I’ll called doctor!” Junsu muttered and tend to get up but Jaejoong make him stay.
“I’ll bear the pain! Just stay with me!” Jaejoong confessed and crushed his face into Junsu’s chest, feeling the warm that was always there and never fade.
Junsu do as Jaejoong asked him; stayed with him. “Go to sleep, I’ll be right here with you!”
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“Why did you get up?” Junsu asked worried about Jaejoong’s unstable condition.
Jaejoong growls. “SHIT!” he cursed when his hand hit the desk pointing side.
“OMG! The blood coming out again. You should get up from the bed, your wound still not fully healed!” Junsu panicked and pushed Jaejoong towards the bed.
“Stay here and I’ll bring you some food” Junsu muttered. His tone now relieved as Jaejoong finally in the bed.
Jaejoong sighed at the over protective Junsu. “Aren’t you going anywhere for today?”
Junsu shook his head in silence. As if Jaejoong could see he from the kitchen. “I already quit my job! So I’ll be with you to the fullest”
“But I can’t you know?” Jaejoong raised his voice so that Junsu will hear him.
“I know you have to worked to support me” Junsu rolled his eyes and secretly smile.
Suddenly his phone rang. The sound of the phone ringing make Junsu fell on his knees to the ground. His body right now was trembling hard, scared and shivering suddenly. Some memory flashed back into his head.
[Flashback]
“Appa…stop!” Junsu yelled as the old man thrust in him.
His father smirked and fastens his pace. “You fucking whore! You think I don’t know you actually fucking falling for that bastard JAEJOONG!”
After he had finished he buckle his belt and left the room laughing. “You’re whore….remember that!”
[End Flashback]
Junsu shook his head furiously. Tears falling down his cheeks, he curled up into ball, knees hold up tight at his chest. “I’m a whore!”
“Junsu?”
“Junsu are you there?” worried Jaejoong get up from the bed and into the living room.
When he reached the living room, there was no sign of Junsu. “JUNSU?”
Later, he heard like a mental fell down. He run to the counter and saw Junsu lying there dead with knife stabbed deep at his stomach. “JUNSU!?”
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yay! another update for today!
OMONA~ what happen to our poor Junsu? Who called him??