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[nimrod6661]

Yeah so I am tired and I dont feel like going to work. >:O Well i think that i figured something out, that is that there is no chance of kris and i to get back together. I want to be with her (as i have for 3 years now :/) but i dont think that she wants to be with me. *cry* Just my luck though isnt it? Shit like this is always happening to me. It

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My dear friend

[forsakendarkone]

You and I are two of a kind. We're in love with two people that we can't be with for whatever reason. I know how you feel, trust me. As I said, we're two of a kind, floating in the same boat. But the difference between you and I, (other than obvious differences, i.e. male and female) is that unlike you, I've know for awhile that there is no chance. And I also know that even if there were a chance, it wouldn't work. But I'm not saying it's a bad thing that you're just now coming to that conclusion. On the contrary, sometimes I wish I hadn't realized it as quickly as I did. Hurts, doesn't it. Loving someone and knowing in your heart of hearts that you can never have them. Believe me, it's something that isn't easy to get over. You are the one person I know that would understand when I say that you can't just wake up one morning and say to yourself that you're not in love with someone anymore. And if you can, you were never in love with them to begin with. Now I'll tell ya, realizing that someone was never in love with you is something that hurts worse than trying to fall out of love. All this love business is tricky, and painful, and downright dreadful. And yet, we still fall in love, and we still hurt, and we still try even though there isn't any hope. Funny how we put ourselves through such hell for something we never know for a definate fact to be true. Anyways, I've rambled enough and I don't even know why I said half of what I said. But hey, you know me. I ramble. And sometimes there's some kind of meaning to what I'm saying and sometimes there isn't. And sometimes, you can't tell. But that's me. All I really wanted to say was simply this: My dearest Binx, you are not alone. I am either going through or have already been through the same thing that you are now going through. I know it hurts. But you WILL get through it. Trust me on that one. I've never let you down before, have faith in me now. Things will get better. If you need me, you know how to get in touch with me. And in case you don't remeber my cell number, it's 600-1020. Call anytime, day or night. If I don't answer, I'll call you back. You also know where I live, feel free to drop by. You know my work hours. I love you Binx. You are one of the few good friends I haveand I hate that you're going through something I've alreadfy been through. I know how much you hurt. If you need to talk, whether it be about Kris or whatever, I'm listening. I'm gonna go for now. I love you.
Love Always,
~*~Mia~*~