You do something to me that i can't explain...So would I be out of line if I said, I miss you.??
Today was an eventfull day...!! i had a good day. Let's see.. first hour i listend to miss moeller..wow seriously ..she can talk..fast.lol right meg?
2nd hour was PE ..took boring notes all hour..
LUNCH=FUN!! thank you for lending me a quarter kerry! : )
3rd- thanks for gettin me out matt! we had a quicky!
4th- EH..
After school i went on megs bus and went and hung out with my buddies matt and mario. that was fun guys.hmm things that happend here-i got locked out of megs house while every1 laughed..little kids called me names..:( ohh and mario let them torture me! thanks buddy! love ya too...
after school is the best..i love it. i get so much love.!!
wow, i got home and starting thinking about stuff...and i really wish that things were different between me and mike. I miss him alot but not in a bf/gf way..just like i miss talking to him on the phone and hanging out with him..i dont want to go back out with him or anything, but i wish things could go back to the way they were, i wouldnt feel so bad. I cant get over how much i still think of him.but i dont like him..i seriously dont!i just want him to be my buddy again! i wrote him a note an everything telling him that but he blew it off and didnt write me back..but ya no guys can be assholes, even when they dont knwo that they are being one.its okay guys - just dont expect a girl to respect you when you treat her like shit. Its hard to let go, but life goes on..im waiting for a good guy to come along! i just want a guy who respects me and has a kick ass personality. is that soo mcuh to ask? i just wish there was someone i could talk to about anything and we would have a strong relationship..not like a stupid crush where you feel nervous around the guy.. i hate that.Thats why i think before you go out with someone , it should build from a strong friendship first..then you guys should just decide that you want a relationship..not like..hey wanna go out with me! haha then ur like al nervous..ah, it gross. well i didnt follow my rules in my past relatoinships.i havent had good luck at all..evry guy ive dated seems to have treated me bad at some point. i hate it. i went out with guys after barely knowing them..i dont think relationships can work very well when its like that..i things are awkward and wierd. well basically..waiting for a freindship to turn into more i guess? bring on the guys!! lol
steph and dallas--i hope we meet some good guys this weekend!! we need to have a good weekend! we all deserve to have some fun! although we will prolly end up talking about guys and past relationships the whole time..while we are trying to forget..but thats how we are..lol(always the topic of conversation!!) oh that and penis's! lol i love it!
well i gatta go.. Much love!
PEACE!!
BRICK NIGGA!! <333