Merry Mother Fucking Christmas
8 AM, and I'm posting to my journal. How's this for a holiday morning. I'm just glad I don't celebrate.
Thinking about going to see King Kong this morning. The earliest showing is at 11:30.
I don't care about the holiday. But at the same time, I wish Bull was with me. At least then I would know where he's at. Right now my mind is killing me. I don't know where the dynamic duo are going other than the East Coast. And all I keep thinking about is if they're actually moving there.
I know it's a long shot. But I can't put anything past her. Every time I do, she does something she shouldn't with Bull that just gets me worked up.
Here's a quick question. If she is so concerned about our son over her relationship, why hasn't she once asked me what we have done on the weekends he's with me? Any time I call her (and leave voicemails), all I want to do is talk to her about him. But she hasn't shown one little bit of interest in what we do.
I have to find something to keep me busy other than breaking into the three cases of beer I was given. If I don't, I'm going to drive myself crazy. And other than a three hour movie, I can't think of anything.
I'm just hoping she brings Bull "home" tonight without anything funny happening.
23 more days.....
Thinking about going to see King Kong this morning. The earliest showing is at 11:30.
I don't care about the holiday. But at the same time, I wish Bull was with me. At least then I would know where he's at. Right now my mind is killing me. I don't know where the dynamic duo are going other than the East Coast. And all I keep thinking about is if they're actually moving there.
I know it's a long shot. But I can't put anything past her. Every time I do, she does something she shouldn't with Bull that just gets me worked up.
Here's a quick question. If she is so concerned about our son over her relationship, why hasn't she once asked me what we have done on the weekends he's with me? Any time I call her (and leave voicemails), all I want to do is talk to her about him. But she hasn't shown one little bit of interest in what we do.
I have to find something to keep me busy other than breaking into the three cases of beer I was given. If I don't, I'm going to drive myself crazy. And other than a three hour movie, I can't think of anything.
I'm just hoping she brings Bull "home" tonight without anything funny happening.
23 more days.....