Selan: The King ordered me to follow your lead, so I will. But that's all you can count on.
November 24 6:22pm
I got a call around 9:50am telling me to orientation at 1:00pm. At least they're paying me for the time I spend in orientation. I got out around 5:00pm came back to the house, ate dinner and now it's 6:22pm. I guess this is what my day will be like. Let's see how much I can get done before midnight. I hate my job.
On another note, they mentioned in orientation that cameras are not allowed in the work are and while I waited for the HR manager to come back from something that turned up last minute, a bunch of employees were all like "new girl, can you take our picture?" So yeah I did, I broke the rules on my very first day. Congratulate me.
The Idiot followed me but I decided not to stress about it. On the bright side she might get into an accident while trying to hide from me between other cars, she'll waste her money on gas and my money is safe in the bank where she can't steal it.
I still have "working stress", "working depression" or whatever you call it when you realize that life is more bad than good for the unfortunate many who are not millionaires. I have a job 8 to 5 (tomorrow is an exception so I'll be there at 8:30) and that just sucks, having to do things I don't feel like doing for the sake of money. It's sad. I know most people want to stay young, but I can't wait to retire.
Lately I've been dragging my existence along doing things very automatically emotionlessly because everything I feel would be negative. The last time I was in a good mood was when I thought, "places don't call me back, no one is hiring" but then it turns out they are, and I want to get out of this house and away from the Idiot so for the sake of a craptastic trip to the frozen north I took the job, for the sake of being independent, but I'm not happy, yet it seems life simply has no good options what so ever. Be broke or work, life sucks.
November 24 12:53am
It's nearly 1 in the night I played some Tales of Phantasia and a little Earth Bound. Just had some candy but it's cold and I'm sleepy. The cold is a sure way to put me to sleep since it's usually warm here for most of the year (around 80 is as cold as it gets but most of the year the tem perature is above 90 so its cold in comparison). Even since I was little I was awake during the warm time and slept in the cold time. I've been sleeping with AC since before I remember so in a way you could say after a life time of that my body is used to recognizing the cold as a sign of bedtime. But you know... I don't feel like going to bed, I want to stay up and play video games!
I got a call around 9:50am telling me to orientation at 1:00pm. At least they're paying me for the time I spend in orientation. I got out around 5:00pm came back to the house, ate dinner and now it's 6:22pm. I guess this is what my day will be like. Let's see how much I can get done before midnight. I hate my job.
On another note, they mentioned in orientation that cameras are not allowed in the work are and while I waited for the HR manager to come back from something that turned up last minute, a bunch of employees were all like "new girl, can you take our picture?" So yeah I did, I broke the rules on my very first day. Congratulate me.
The Idiot followed me but I decided not to stress about it. On the bright side she might get into an accident while trying to hide from me between other cars, she'll waste her money on gas and my money is safe in the bank where she can't steal it.
I still have "working stress", "working depression" or whatever you call it when you realize that life is more bad than good for the unfortunate many who are not millionaires. I have a job 8 to 5 (tomorrow is an exception so I'll be there at 8:30) and that just sucks, having to do things I don't feel like doing for the sake of money. It's sad. I know most people want to stay young, but I can't wait to retire.
Lately I've been dragging my existence along doing things very automatically emotionlessly because everything I feel would be negative. The last time I was in a good mood was when I thought, "places don't call me back, no one is hiring" but then it turns out they are, and I want to get out of this house and away from the Idiot so for the sake of a craptastic trip to the frozen north I took the job, for the sake of being independent, but I'm not happy, yet it seems life simply has no good options what so ever. Be broke or work, life sucks.
November 24 12:53am
It's nearly 1 in the night I played some Tales of Phantasia and a little Earth Bound. Just had some candy but it's cold and I'm sleepy. The cold is a sure way to put me to sleep since it's usually warm here for most of the year (around 80 is as cold as it gets but most of the year the tem perature is above 90 so its cold in comparison). Even since I was little I was awake during the warm time and slept in the cold time. I've been sleeping with AC since before I remember so in a way you could say after a life time of that my body is used to recognizing the cold as a sign of bedtime. But you know... I don't feel like going to bed, I want to stay up and play video games!