Maxim: I'll have to destroy them, won't I?
October 28
Idiot mother was back before I woke up. On the bright side, she didn't have time to cook so she had to buy cheeseburgers. Dad didn't have time to go out to get food before she arrived. That sucks because pizza would have been better. I don't like bread and though I like cheeseburgers they include bread which makes me not like them as much.
I also had a nightmare. As you may know, I like horror movie style dreams though they are rare for me, so that's not what I call a nightmare. The dreams that are very similar to real life are the nightmares because I get enough of this crap when I'm awake. In my nightmare, the idiot (mother) took my IDs to resolve something concerning my medical insurance which needs to be renewed soon in real life. In the dream she needed all my IDs for some strange reason and didn't just take the medical card. Then she lost them.
She was half asleep when I asked where they were and kept replying "look for them" like when I was little and she used to "clean" my room (shove things in the closet) because the shelves looked "too full" (WTF?! Shelves are not #$& decorations, they have a usefulness.) and when I asked "where did you put such and such, she's just tell me to look for them. Idiot, may you kick the bucket soon, I hate you, even in my nightmares.
In real life my IDs are safe, I actually checked just to make sure. Kind of felt like Mima confused between an act and a reality, but more like Paprika with the entire "is this a dream or is it real?" question. When I knew it was a dream, but I wanted to make sure it wasn't a premonition or something caused by hearing something while I'm half asleep.
That's happened before, I'm sleeping, wake up for a few seconds, hear pieces of a conversation and fall asleep again right away. It's life filtering out the sound, it wakes me up but then I realize I'm not supposed to be awake and go back to sleep. Sometimes it happened so fast I don't even open my eyes, or remember being awake for a split second until I hear something in real life that matches a dream and I realize that the dream was either something I heard or triggered by something I heard while I was half asleep. I just wanted to make sure that wasn't the case.
Despite the bad start to my day, I'm hoping to have a good day. I won't let the crappy start ruin it all.
Fanfic update: Lucky Cat: Chapter 1 (Avatar)
October 27
Watched Perfect Blue. There were some parts where I refused to look (only handsome men should show that much skin in movies) and other parts that were kind of cool (stabbity stabbity XD). Overall I liked the surprise plot, though I guessed what would happen. If feels like a game of clue trying to figure out which of the suspects committed the murders and it's not until the end that we learn which scenes where about who and suddently the "contradictions" make sense and the illusions were not illusions but deceptions. I'm sure this must sound confusing, just pay attention to the little details and you won't get lost. It's an old movie but kind of a classic.
Mother is staying over at aunt's house, YAY! :D She might not make it back on time to cook lunch tomorrow so I -might- get to skip out on her yucky food. I only swallow it because there's nothing else so it's that or starvation, but if she's not around dad will reason that starvation is not an option and go buy something yummy. You should have seen her telling dad about how she left his breakfast ready and that he just have to get stuff out of the fridge, blah, blah, blah. She gives herself too much credit, idiot the world won't stop spinning without you. Father lived for many years without a wife and he could feed himself just fine.
Fanfic update: Show Your True Feelings: Chapter 36 (Kyo Kara Maoh)
Dedication: New layout!
Idiot mother was back before I woke up. On the bright side, she didn't have time to cook so she had to buy cheeseburgers. Dad didn't have time to go out to get food before she arrived. That sucks because pizza would have been better. I don't like bread and though I like cheeseburgers they include bread which makes me not like them as much.
I also had a nightmare. As you may know, I like horror movie style dreams though they are rare for me, so that's not what I call a nightmare. The dreams that are very similar to real life are the nightmares because I get enough of this crap when I'm awake. In my nightmare, the idiot (mother) took my IDs to resolve something concerning my medical insurance which needs to be renewed soon in real life. In the dream she needed all my IDs for some strange reason and didn't just take the medical card. Then she lost them.
She was half asleep when I asked where they were and kept replying "look for them" like when I was little and she used to "clean" my room (shove things in the closet) because the shelves looked "too full" (WTF?! Shelves are not #$& decorations, they have a usefulness.) and when I asked "where did you put such and such, she's just tell me to look for them. Idiot, may you kick the bucket soon, I hate you, even in my nightmares.
In real life my IDs are safe, I actually checked just to make sure. Kind of felt like Mima confused between an act and a reality, but more like Paprika with the entire "is this a dream or is it real?" question. When I knew it was a dream, but I wanted to make sure it wasn't a premonition or something caused by hearing something while I'm half asleep.
That's happened before, I'm sleeping, wake up for a few seconds, hear pieces of a conversation and fall asleep again right away. It's life filtering out the sound, it wakes me up but then I realize I'm not supposed to be awake and go back to sleep. Sometimes it happened so fast I don't even open my eyes, or remember being awake for a split second until I hear something in real life that matches a dream and I realize that the dream was either something I heard or triggered by something I heard while I was half asleep. I just wanted to make sure that wasn't the case.
Despite the bad start to my day, I'm hoping to have a good day. I won't let the crappy start ruin it all.
Fanfic update: Lucky Cat: Chapter 1 (Avatar)
October 27
Watched Perfect Blue. There were some parts where I refused to look (only handsome men should show that much skin in movies) and other parts that were kind of cool (stabbity stabbity XD). Overall I liked the surprise plot, though I guessed what would happen. If feels like a game of clue trying to figure out which of the suspects committed the murders and it's not until the end that we learn which scenes where about who and suddently the "contradictions" make sense and the illusions were not illusions but deceptions. I'm sure this must sound confusing, just pay attention to the little details and you won't get lost. It's an old movie but kind of a classic.
Mother is staying over at aunt's house, YAY! :D She might not make it back on time to cook lunch tomorrow so I -might- get to skip out on her yucky food. I only swallow it because there's nothing else so it's that or starvation, but if she's not around dad will reason that starvation is not an option and go buy something yummy. You should have seen her telling dad about how she left his breakfast ready and that he just have to get stuff out of the fridge, blah, blah, blah. She gives herself too much credit, idiot the world won't stop spinning without you. Father lived for many years without a wife and he could feed himself just fine.
Fanfic update: Show Your True Feelings: Chapter 36 (Kyo Kara Maoh)
Dedication: New layout!