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i had a fantastic talk w/ sponge last nite, as usual. love love. and i figured a few things out that i find pretty weird
the first being that no matter what happens in the interim, i'll end up with dexter. yea, im realizing thats just a fact that i know to be true. i dunno how ok i am with that :P
the big one being that my life is the way i drive. when i go out, i dont think about how to get somewhere turn by turn. i think of where I want to be going and the main road that i need to get me there and then i kind of autopilot to where i'm going. i even do it when im driving aimlessly... there's somewhere that im going but im not entirely conscious of how im gonna get there. thats what im doing w/ school. im getting my psych degree to do god knows what. i know what i want in my life (family, suburbs, whole thing) but as for what career is gonna get me there? im just hoping its gonna fall in my lap or ill just end up where i wanna go.
as usual im flying blind.
the first being that no matter what happens in the interim, i'll end up with dexter. yea, im realizing thats just a fact that i know to be true. i dunno how ok i am with that :P
the big one being that my life is the way i drive. when i go out, i dont think about how to get somewhere turn by turn. i think of where I want to be going and the main road that i need to get me there and then i kind of autopilot to where i'm going. i even do it when im driving aimlessly... there's somewhere that im going but im not entirely conscious of how im gonna get there. thats what im doing w/ school. im getting my psych degree to do god knows what. i know what i want in my life (family, suburbs, whole thing) but as for what career is gonna get me there? im just hoping its gonna fall in my lap or ill just end up where i wanna go.
as usual im flying blind.