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Friends.
I need more of them.
My "best friend" isnt so much the best any longer. She actually kinda sucks. I am extremely dissapointed in her. I know she is a busy person, but you can make time for your friends. I guess the saying "long distant relationships dont work" really is true, in every aspect
Is it me? Do I love too hard? I think I overwhelm people with my genorosity. Actually I know I do. I've pushed away significant others and potential friends with my intense urge to be loved and accepted, just to have someone to care about me and want to be around me and have fun with me as much as I do them. The only person that has proved to be able to fully handle that task is my boyfriend. He's my best friend. And I'm not sure if that is good or bad. I know its good for my boyfriend to be my best friend, but supposedly relationships are much healthier when you have a life and friendships outside your realionship. I'm not saying our relationship is in trouble, its actually excellent. I'm pretty sure we worked out all the kinks and got past the bickering and fighting stage. But I'm still longing for that closeness that only a female companion can give me. They need a match.com for friends for people like me. Haha.
On the lighter side. The trip to Maryland went really well. It was a lot of fun. I'm really happy that I could give my boyfriend that experience, seeing as he has never been north of Tennessee. I think the coolest part was finding his father's friend from the Vietnam war on the wall and getting a rubbing made for him and taking pictures of that. That gave me chills. It was almost kinda sad that we found him on the wall though. My byofriend's dad never knew what happened to his friend and now we know. He died in combat.
I also found out my true feelings for my not so new step aunt and cousin. My uncle remarried a few years ago but we see that side of he family so little I've only met these new additions twice. I dont like them. They dont fit. My step aunt is two-faced and insane. My step cousin is a fun pusher and needs some medication to calm down her "gotta go do something crazy and I'm going to drag you with me even though you had other plans" syndrome.
I was suppose to go to Kohl's this morning and also to the Mitsubishi dealer to get my radio fixed. Instead I slept in and did nothing. I'm such a bum.
I need more of them.
My "best friend" isnt so much the best any longer. She actually kinda sucks. I am extremely dissapointed in her. I know she is a busy person, but you can make time for your friends. I guess the saying "long distant relationships dont work" really is true, in every aspect
Is it me? Do I love too hard? I think I overwhelm people with my genorosity. Actually I know I do. I've pushed away significant others and potential friends with my intense urge to be loved and accepted, just to have someone to care about me and want to be around me and have fun with me as much as I do them. The only person that has proved to be able to fully handle that task is my boyfriend. He's my best friend. And I'm not sure if that is good or bad. I know its good for my boyfriend to be my best friend, but supposedly relationships are much healthier when you have a life and friendships outside your realionship. I'm not saying our relationship is in trouble, its actually excellent. I'm pretty sure we worked out all the kinks and got past the bickering and fighting stage. But I'm still longing for that closeness that only a female companion can give me. They need a match.com for friends for people like me. Haha.
On the lighter side. The trip to Maryland went really well. It was a lot of fun. I'm really happy that I could give my boyfriend that experience, seeing as he has never been north of Tennessee. I think the coolest part was finding his father's friend from the Vietnam war on the wall and getting a rubbing made for him and taking pictures of that. That gave me chills. It was almost kinda sad that we found him on the wall though. My byofriend's dad never knew what happened to his friend and now we know. He died in combat.
I also found out my true feelings for my not so new step aunt and cousin. My uncle remarried a few years ago but we see that side of he family so little I've only met these new additions twice. I dont like them. They dont fit. My step aunt is two-faced and insane. My step cousin is a fun pusher and needs some medication to calm down her "gotta go do something crazy and I'm going to drag you with me even though you had other plans" syndrome.
I was suppose to go to Kohl's this morning and also to the Mitsubishi dealer to get my radio fixed. Instead I slept in and did nothing. I'm such a bum.