Is it ok?
My mom said that she wants me out of her sight after calling some horrible names and my dad keeps blabbing his problems to me and Im suppose to carry on everyday and be strong? Is it ok that I hate my grandmother and would be totally ok with the idea of never seeing her again? Is it ok that my own mom thinks I wont make it to college? Is it ok that I was writing a college essay while my parents were fighting upstairs today? How much longer am I suppose to put on a happy face for my little brothers so they wont be hurt? They are the only reasons I dont want to leave this house and live in a dorm b/c they will be destroyed amongst these animals that are suppose to be my parents. You know I use to take it as a compliment when people use to say to me,"you are really mature for your age" , maybe its b/c I never had a childhood! I just thought I would finally open the door to this part of my life for my friends to see. I dont want to hide things anymore. Im just tired. Tired.