Oct 05, 2003 23:01
Thankfully, I didnt have to stay in NJ for another night. The AIDs walk on Saturday was major fun. A lot of hot guys and a painted school bus driving down the streets of DC with a speaker shouting,"You will all burn in hell! Feel Gods wrath!" Whoa! Everyone laughed it off but I was just pissed. I wanted to jump on that bus and punch the hit out of the driver. I got home and had to pack for NY. The trip was ok, same old routine. Stay in the hotel all night , wake up , go eat at some small pizza shack on the boardwalk, play in the arcade, go back to the room pack up and leave. My cough has not gotten any better so Im going to see Dr. R tomorrow.
I know I keep saying that Im going to step back a little and focus on other things. But now i really am. I realized that everyone else has moved on from past situations, and past situations were not what they seemed to me. I have been hurting too long. I need to let go .This week is going to be shitty.