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[nillion]

Last night (including about an hour of this morning), my girlfriend and I broke up.  I'm still sort of lost in my future majorly changing.  Best of luck for Aurora and Edelweiss, obviously.  Well, maybe not so obviously - I mean, it would make sense for me to be pissed, I guess...  but they are currently pretty much my two best friends - how am I

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[trenchkamen]

God...

Will, I'm so sorry. I really don't know what else to say.

Everything will be all right.

[nillion]

Yeah, thanks. And thanks for the talk - it was really useful.

[dolphincheddar]

Your post is a little confusing, ya know that?

Well, anyway, sorry to hear it?

[nillion]

I'm happy to answer any questions or curiosities that you might have. I'm nothing if not open...

[just_tonic]

Wow, Nil. Just, wow. It's nice to hear that you're still on good terms and such. I would hate to have to dislike M.C. or Rory. Anyway, I know that everything will turn out alright, even if it seems really unlikely now. But you're you, so of course you'll be chill. Anyway, if you wander back to the Forum, I'm sure you'll be welcomed with open arms.

I missed you this year, Nil. Sometime, we'll have to bake a cake. Just on principle.

Anyway, I'm more nonsensical that normal, so I'll stop for now.

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[nillion]

You might not that I don't have a username or password for the Forum anymore. I disappeared the fall before this not because I lost interest, but because my account deactivated for some reason. Of course, now I'm an Alumni, not a camper - but I'll probably see you again as a CIT, if luck works out.

And yeah, stuff is chill with Mysterychick and Rory. Breaking up removed a bunch of awkwardness that was there before, and I've found that communications and the enjoyablity of talking with either of them has only gone up. They still are apologetic all over the place, but it's not as bad as it used to be.

And I am sort of chill, maybe. I think the full impact hasn't really struck me yet, but in theory, everything is fine.

And a cake would be good. Just remember that when we bake the cake, how good the cake is will probably be inversely proportional to how much of the cake-baking I actually did.

[nekelele_one]

Nonsense, you baked a wonderful cake for my birthday.

And the words you have come to so dislike......I'm sorry. I really am. I know you know that. But I have to apologize anyhow.

That said, of course we're still friends. I'm not THAT much of the hind end of a rat that I would cease being your friend as long as you want me to. You know that.

(I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.....)

[just_tonic]

You still do, because you're on the first page of people, post count wise. Anyway, the Forum got moved, so I could PM Chris to make him let you back on. Anyway, the alumni chill with the campers a little, and then there is the alumni section, too. Anyway just tell me an email.

And I'm glad mcDeuce and Rory are amazing, and even better that there is an end to awkward. Sucky stuff, awkward.

Anyway. Chill is shiny, but don't freeze, alright?

This is what cake mix is for.

[warozaka]

I cannot just say "I'm sorry". Well, I'll just say "I'm sorry", because I cannot find more adequate words to say. You and Tochi were a nice couple, yes. But it was wiser to end it if there was no longer passion in it rather than prentending or I don't know what... I just feel somewhat sad for you, Nil. I hope you won't feel lonely. Losing the love of a sweet girl like Tochi is a great loss. At least you still have her friendship...

[faile88]

I'm so sorry! Hope things turn out okay!