allouette
i am an asshole
i am an asshole
i am an asshole
i am an asshole
ok now that that's clear.
i am so sick of being in this house.
jenn invited me to the shore house this weekend but i couldn't go b/c of gracie's bday party tomorrow.
and i need to find a job. i am thinking maybe lowes or home depot in the paint department?
danny sold paint for 5 years and he said he could teach me everything i needed to know
jess (old roomie jess) is working at the paint dept. at home depot in white marsh.
sooo...that might be cool.
not really.
i really don't want to work anywhere, but i want money.
i think i have social anxiety disorder.
i don't like to be around lots of people at once.
except for in dark rooms that reek of smoke and vibrate with bass.
speaking of which i haven't been in forever.
80s prom is coming up in june.
danny might try to go but i don't think he wants to.
if he does go, i hope he wears white like crockett. miami vice is hot. don johnson is sexy.
my senior year prom sucked.
i thought maybe this could be my 'make-up prom'...a good prom that should've been.
i should've been older in the 80s.
i would have appreciated it more than other people.
the music and the fashion and the all-around 80s-ness.
if i do go to 80s prom what should i wear?
i don't have any moolah to go search for something cute.
maybe i shouldn't go.
maybe i should.
i need a haircut.
and more dye.
my hair is fading already!
it's only been 3 or so weeks since the last time it was dyed.
i want dark hair not bright effin red hair.
leprachaun.
tall leprachaun.
i need to light up.
some incense that is.
it calms me downnnn.
music too.
need to clean my room instead of being online.
i think my 'online life' is dumb. i have lots of 'online friends'. i am a nerdasaurus.
joe didn't mean to stand me up last night. he was sick.
kathy comes home tuesday night. well, technically wednesday morning.
i wish i could go to california too.
just for a visit. i don't really think i'd like the west coast but i'd like to find out for myself.
i like the east coast.
i like maryland.
i just don't like this county much.
certain parts are pretty.
everyone hates hagerstown but i like it.
the park there is pretty.
there are ducks in the park.
i need to get my act together.
i want a career change.
no more art!
i want to be a music journalist.
since i like writing about music.
and a makeup artist.
i'm not very good at it but i enjoy it.
i don't know how much longer it is going to last.
he found out i am a republican.
he hates that.
whatever, not changing for him.
i am stressed.
i am not changing for anyone.
people suck ass.
the summer is already sucking.
my bright green shirt is neato and i think i will wear it tomorrow.
i need to make some 'calls'...to attempt to force order on the chaos that is my life.
i am an asshole
i am an asshole
i am an asshole
ok now that that's clear.
i am so sick of being in this house.
jenn invited me to the shore house this weekend but i couldn't go b/c of gracie's bday party tomorrow.
and i need to find a job. i am thinking maybe lowes or home depot in the paint department?
danny sold paint for 5 years and he said he could teach me everything i needed to know
jess (old roomie jess) is working at the paint dept. at home depot in white marsh.
sooo...that might be cool.
not really.
i really don't want to work anywhere, but i want money.
i think i have social anxiety disorder.
i don't like to be around lots of people at once.
except for in dark rooms that reek of smoke and vibrate with bass.
speaking of which i haven't been in forever.
80s prom is coming up in june.
danny might try to go but i don't think he wants to.
if he does go, i hope he wears white like crockett. miami vice is hot. don johnson is sexy.
my senior year prom sucked.
i thought maybe this could be my 'make-up prom'...a good prom that should've been.
i should've been older in the 80s.
i would have appreciated it more than other people.
the music and the fashion and the all-around 80s-ness.
if i do go to 80s prom what should i wear?
i don't have any moolah to go search for something cute.
maybe i shouldn't go.
maybe i should.
i need a haircut.
and more dye.
my hair is fading already!
it's only been 3 or so weeks since the last time it was dyed.
i want dark hair not bright effin red hair.
leprachaun.
tall leprachaun.
i need to light up.
some incense that is.
it calms me downnnn.
music too.
need to clean my room instead of being online.
i think my 'online life' is dumb. i have lots of 'online friends'. i am a nerdasaurus.
joe didn't mean to stand me up last night. he was sick.
kathy comes home tuesday night. well, technically wednesday morning.
i wish i could go to california too.
just for a visit. i don't really think i'd like the west coast but i'd like to find out for myself.
i like the east coast.
i like maryland.
i just don't like this county much.
certain parts are pretty.
everyone hates hagerstown but i like it.
the park there is pretty.
there are ducks in the park.
i need to get my act together.
i want a career change.
no more art!
i want to be a music journalist.
since i like writing about music.
and a makeup artist.
i'm not very good at it but i enjoy it.
i don't know how much longer it is going to last.
he found out i am a republican.
he hates that.
whatever, not changing for him.
i am stressed.
i am not changing for anyone.
people suck ass.
the summer is already sucking.
my bright green shirt is neato and i think i will wear it tomorrow.
i need to make some 'calls'...to attempt to force order on the chaos that is my life.