I am not A GOD DAMN DRUGGY
So anyways I have a had a large amount of drama the last couple of days. I went out to the club and I kissed this guy who I know to be a crack head but still i was bored and he had already kissed me earlier so I kissed him again. Well this time he had something in his mouth. And although i thought something was funny I didn't really regester what it was till after it was down my throat. It was some kind of pill. The doc said it was a benzo. So since I wasn't feeling good me and libby went and saw my mom. Which was a wrong move. She freaked out and we went to the hospital where all they said was that I can't drive or make any legally binding contracts till tuesday.
On the way home me and my mom got in to an argument because I was supposed to be in the pagent with my friend Derrick as a back up dancer but I couldn't because I was way way way tooo fucked up. So I at least wanted to go and watch even though I know that I shouldn't have. So me and my mom get in the biggest arrgument that we ever had and I can't tell you what happen or what was said because I really don't know. Alls I know is that in the end of the argument she tried to get the keys and I tried to stop her. She tried to choke me and apparently I bruised her arms in trying to stop her(she told me that today) anyways so she told me that I needed to pack my shit and move out of her house and to leave her car there. SO me and libby drive to my house and by then I was in tears because it was the last thing that I expected my mom to do. So she tried to talk to me and I told her that I didn't feel like talking to her. WHich i didn't but she got in the back seat and started talking to me when my step dad drove up. Now I don't like him much i am not sure why. BUt i don't. Anyways me and my mom had started yelling at each other now and he said that we couldn't yell outside. I told him that I can yell whereever the fuck I wanted to. He told me that I couldn't and I asked him who he was to me. Then proceeded to tell him that he was nobody. He wasn't my mother my father and was barley my step father and he had no control over me and that if I wanted to yell outside I could. That I can do whatever the fuck I wanted to and that he could kiss my ass. He then re-kicked me out(because my mom had un kicked me out at this point). SO I left. I came back today and we got into it again so now I wanna leave again and i will come back when I am ready
On the way home me and my mom got in to an argument because I was supposed to be in the pagent with my friend Derrick as a back up dancer but I couldn't because I was way way way tooo fucked up. So I at least wanted to go and watch even though I know that I shouldn't have. So me and my mom get in the biggest arrgument that we ever had and I can't tell you what happen or what was said because I really don't know. Alls I know is that in the end of the argument she tried to get the keys and I tried to stop her. She tried to choke me and apparently I bruised her arms in trying to stop her(she told me that today) anyways so she told me that I needed to pack my shit and move out of her house and to leave her car there. SO me and libby drive to my house and by then I was in tears because it was the last thing that I expected my mom to do. So she tried to talk to me and I told her that I didn't feel like talking to her. WHich i didn't but she got in the back seat and started talking to me when my step dad drove up. Now I don't like him much i am not sure why. BUt i don't. Anyways me and my mom had started yelling at each other now and he said that we couldn't yell outside. I told him that I can yell whereever the fuck I wanted to. He told me that I couldn't and I asked him who he was to me. Then proceeded to tell him that he was nobody. He wasn't my mother my father and was barley my step father and he had no control over me and that if I wanted to yell outside I could. That I can do whatever the fuck I wanted to and that he could kiss my ass. He then re-kicked me out(because my mom had un kicked me out at this point). SO I left. I came back today and we got into it again so now I wanna leave again and i will come back when I am ready