Well...
Nothing quite like being completely erased from a person's life.
Thank you, Roland. You made me feel like a worthless piece of nothing. Like maybe I wasn't good enough to exist. But now I see that it is you who does not exist. You are not the person you portrayed yourself to be. Perhaps you should have majored in theatre. You are, after all, an amazing actor. You made me believe in you for two years of my life. I do not regret the experience, but rather how it played out in the end. I did not expect you to simply disappear. I did not expect to be treated like nothing. Especially from someone who told me they loved me. And told me he loved me on the last conversation we had, before I was ungracefully dumped on the side like so much garbage.
You probably will never read this. After all, I no longer exist to you. But this is for you, baby.
I wish you all the happiness that you deserve. I wish you health, wealth, and a good, long life. I wish that you will mature one day into an adult, and be able to live your own life rather than the one your parents set out before you. I wish you safety, and good friends that will never leave your side. I wish you the clarity to see all that is wrong, and the courage to move past those things that go wrong for you. I wish to you a love worth more than mine was to you.
Despite everything, I love you, baby. You will always be in my heart, even though I am no longer in yours. You will always carry a piece of my soul.
If you ever want to drop me a line, you know my number. I will not ignore you like you have done me. Nor will I cry, and beg you to change your mind. You have made your decision. And I have picked up the pieces of my life, and begin anew. I little sore, a little tired, but full of a brand new hope.
With that, I wish you farewell.
Thank you, Roland. You made me feel like a worthless piece of nothing. Like maybe I wasn't good enough to exist. But now I see that it is you who does not exist. You are not the person you portrayed yourself to be. Perhaps you should have majored in theatre. You are, after all, an amazing actor. You made me believe in you for two years of my life. I do not regret the experience, but rather how it played out in the end. I did not expect you to simply disappear. I did not expect to be treated like nothing. Especially from someone who told me they loved me. And told me he loved me on the last conversation we had, before I was ungracefully dumped on the side like so much garbage.
You probably will never read this. After all, I no longer exist to you. But this is for you, baby.
I wish you all the happiness that you deserve. I wish you health, wealth, and a good, long life. I wish that you will mature one day into an adult, and be able to live your own life rather than the one your parents set out before you. I wish you safety, and good friends that will never leave your side. I wish you the clarity to see all that is wrong, and the courage to move past those things that go wrong for you. I wish to you a love worth more than mine was to you.
Despite everything, I love you, baby. You will always be in my heart, even though I am no longer in yours. You will always carry a piece of my soul.
If you ever want to drop me a line, you know my number. I will not ignore you like you have done me. Nor will I cry, and beg you to change your mind. You have made your decision. And I have picked up the pieces of my life, and begin anew. I little sore, a little tired, but full of a brand new hope.
With that, I wish you farewell.