me me cry

[niliauohz]

sometimes i feel like
i got an emptiness inside of me
does it come
from being inside for too long?
but i was wand'rin the streets
trying to find some meanin'
not really sure what i seekin'

you come to me with your monsters and your creatures
and you hold on to me although my shoulders hunch against yours

what is this emptiness
it doesn't come from not loving you
what is my purpose
how do i make it go away without overthinking it so?

like arms and alms and alimony
sing me your silly symphony
lose me in your world of twinkling lights and smoke
but i don't smoke
unless i choke
and then
dear friend
what then

be still my mind
what is it you find
among the discards of a former memory
pieces of a person i thought i once knew

it's not like i had anything else better to do
i just wanted to find something to with you

instead i'm feeling this
and wondering why i'm feeling it

your faces superimposed
and my clarity muddled
in images vaguely mirroring

something i thought i knew
something that could be you

but i know'st not
i only know this
so what of it

then