im gonna burst
i don't know why i am feeling the way i am , i feel horrible i just got done crying i know why i was crying but i can't tell anyone. i can't express myself.i am like zombie when i get near someone . no emotion other than happy and i am not happy so i don't know why i act like i am. i just don't want to make anyone feel bad i want it to be my problem . i don't want to cause someone to be depressed or anything. i wanna run but my feet dont move.i wanna shout but nothing comes out.i just want feel good again.