explode
i feel like i am going to explode i have no one to talk to.i feel so alone i wish i had a girlfriend so bad.i wish i had never made that mistake so many years ago. i feel so bad for breaking up with ashley i diden't know what i was doing .maybe had i not let go she woulden't have let go of me.i miss the relationship we had so much but she will never love me again and i will never be able to put my heart back together.she is the piece that holds it together she is the only one that understands me. sometimes i want to tell her how i feel but i am affraid that i will lose her as a friend also and i can't take that chance.having her in my life as a friend is better than not having her at all.