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hmmm how would i describe today, im not really sure. on one side, i feel completly absent from the world, i feel distant, and shut off from everyone. on the other hand though, i made people laugh, i made people smile, so really which is the lesser evil hear? i still feel as if im all alone though, people love me for the person they think they know, but they dont know me at all. its my fault, when i try to speak, i choke. im pathedic really, sound like a broken record, and here i thought i was better than some people, truth is i really think, that there all better than me