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Oct 12, 2005 21:40

haven't updated this thing in almost a month. but i'm sure no one noticed.

i've been so busy. i check this everyday for my friends but don't seem to have the time to sit down and write an entry of my own. nothing super big is going on in my life. certain thigns such as school and people are making me stressed but other than that life is pretty chill. oh and my car is a bit screwy but oh well. don't know how i'll fix it so really not going to worry about it.

i have things that i need to stop doing. like worrying too much and letting things go with the flow. but i can't. i've never been that person. ever. don't see why thats going to change anytime soon. i know i'm a cool girl and if people don't see that well then oh well. and if people do see it, well then i just need to stop jumping down their throats about it. quit doubting others and especially myself.

thats why i havent been writing on this thing. i start to write and i never know what will come out. i love to do this just pour my feelings out; but i just can't this semester. i have too many much more important things to worry about than how i feel about certain things. feelings just need to be pushed to the back burner for now, or else they make me sick. which currently is how i am feeling (why oh why did i eat dinner in the dining hall everyone knows dinner is always shit!)

so i think this is the end of this very random entry. if you have any questions concerns etcetera comment. if not well then...don't. simple as that! :-)
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