The Toddler's Selfish First Love
At 1 o’clock Yuri is standing nervously at the airport, bidding his parents goodbye, the okajima will go out of the country for a business trip in Germany, they’ll be away for 7 months, meaning Yuri is free again to do what he wants, at exact 2:30, he’s now on the subway, walking straight to the bus stop when a black car along with some escort that supposed to be his grandfather, blocked his way, two of its men forced him to hop inside the car, there he saw his grandpa sitting opposite to him.
“today is the day we will go to England, don’t worry I already taken all the things you needed”
“whaat, I can’t, I have to go grandpa, Yamachan is waiting for me” he opened the door, but his grandpa’s bodyguard stopped him.
“you can’t go, its our time to go now, just forget him” Yuri struggled from his bodyguards’ tight grip.
While Yuri is struggling to escape from his grandpa, Yamada walked back in forth in front of the amusement gate. “why is he taking so long” he scratched his head looking to his watch.
“he is 30 minutes late, is he trying to be late for real” Yamada lazily looked to his watch again.
~~~
They’re now on the airport getting on board, Yuri tried his best to escape from that grip, he strived hard and gave all his strength.
“how can I come with you, I don’t have my passport with me” he shouted to his grandpa.
“Yuri I’m not dumb, as you think, you can go with me, without that passport, because we’re not on the economical plane, we’re getting board through the Okamoto’s private plane, do you forget who is your grandfather”.
He was shocked when he saw a big plane with their surname designed on it, Its true, it is his grandpa’s private plane, he has no choice but to fight and used his fighting skills, what’s the use of him being the martial arts master.
“I really need to meet Yamachan” his mind is shouting it.
He pushed all the 3 bodyguards holding him, he punched the other ten with all his strength, but it looks like his opponent is becoming more in number, he just saw only 13 men but it looks like a legion came, they became 30, he knocked the 20 men down, he laughed when he is winning.
“do you think, you can stop me, I need to go you know, I have a date” he grabbed one of the men’s collar and punched. “if fighting is for Yamachan then I’ll definitely go through this” he slammed the other five on the ground, he saw his grandfather fuming in anger.” Come on get him” he ordered as he saw his grandson escaping successfully.
There are 13 men blocked his way, he is losing his energy, his vision is fading into white, his head hurts, he is in pain, the only words he heard is his grandpa’s words. “go and take him to the plane”
Why at the time like this, very urgent, he needs his body to move, his illness attacked him, he was able to escape through fighting them one by one, but why in the end, he was the one who is knocked down on the ground. “gomen ne Yamachan, this time I’m the one who will not come and leave you” his eyes were on a half close.
It’s 5 pm but still no shadow of Chinen Yuri coming, Yamada became uncomfortable, instead of him waiting patiently, sitting at the bench, he run around the amusement’s gate, looking everywhere, he is thinking if Chii is only hiding and planned to surprise him.
He stopped when there’s one thing he remembered very important, Yesterday even though the boy is busy updating his livejournal, Chinen asked him to meet up.
“If the first snow fall on this month, I’m not sure if we were still be together it is either me who left you, so be aware when a snow fall came Yamachan,there’s a chance you won’t be able to see me”
He stand and looked up to the sky, he saw the cirrostratus clouds, meaning its unsettled weather. He closed his eyes and wish that “please kami-sama, let it rain, no snowfall, please” he remained his eyes close and count up to ten, hoping that after he counts up to ten Yuri will show up right before his eyes.
“10-9-8-7-6-5-4-3-2 then he paused. 1” he just closed his eyes for another seconds, he just felt something cold landed on his face, Yuri’s presence can’t be sensed. “there’s no hope now, no its not rain, am I going to give up now” he just closed his eyes and let his tears rolled on his cheeks. “its not a rainfall but a snowfall, am I starting to hate the snow now” he asked himself. now he felt how painful to wait for nothing, now he knows what Yuri felt before, now he knows that there’s a reason for Yuri to hate him back then.
He just wandered around the city, drenching his body to the snow, he walked lifelessly, lonely and crying endlessly, there’s no hope for him now to wait for sure, now that the nature already decided that he won’t be able to see Chii tomorrow or worse forever. He looked up while the crystals tears are continue falling. The sky is so dark, it feels like the sky is also crying. “No wonder, the moonlight is not that bright” he whispered and sniffed a little bit, taking a seat at a swing in the playground. “how could be the moon so bright without the stars with him” If he could only die now, he would do and commit a sin.
“somehow its like us, Chii, you’re not here with me, I’m alone, so lonely, longing for your smile laughs and kisses, how could you leave me here, do you forget what you just said to me” Yamada’s heart is in deep pain, he can’t help it but cry and cry. He reminisced his last memory with Chii, he raised his hand to see the bracelet Chii gave to him. The moon could never be so shine at night without the light of the stars, so I will always remember the MOONLIGHT every night coz it is YOU Yamachan” he just laughed remembering it. “you’re right, you are really a genius how could you know that the moon will not shine without the stars, like is what happening to me right now so lonely without you” he just talked to himself
Again there’s a part of him who can’t forget Chii’s last words when the boy called him out to Tokyo Café.
“If the first snow fall on this month, I’m not sure if we were still be together it is either me who left you, so be aware when a snow fall came Yamachan,there’s a chance you won’t be able to see me”
He just laughed so loud remembering it, showing that he is now crazy, crazy without Yuri. “I started to love the snow because you love it but now I’m starting to hate it because of you?” he smiled at the question he asked.
ÜÜÜÜÜ
Yuri just woke up on a big room, with some dextrose and other life-support attached on his body, he looked around just to see nothing, he knows where is he and that made him so sad, its already 3 am in England and he wondered what is Yamada doing right now, he bet that the boy is so sad and hated him now, but there’s nothing he can do now.
He removed all the tubes attached on him and went outside the room, the house is quite big than their house in Japan, it was just a beautiful house there’s no meaning on it, since you can’t call it as a home sweet home, he walked over the door, he wants to go out, but there’s so many bodyguard, monitoring the house, he can’t but to give up on escaping, maybe he needs to plan it thoroughly. He just need to be kind first and get his grandpa’s amor then he will run away for sure.
“I can’t stay here for almost a years, I need to see Yamachan, just be patient” he said going back to his room.
On the next day, Yuri became a brat, ordering all the maids around. “just follow all what I want or else I’m gonna tell it to my grandpa” all the maid just bowed to him.
“I’m a devil hiding on an angel’s face, so don’t think that I will be nice to you” he arrogantly said. “scram now”
All the servants gossiped about him being a brat, klutz, annoying and a devil menace, but there’s only one of them knew about Chii and that is his friend who is one of his reader in lj, Nakayama Yuma, also a fanboy and a writer in lj.
“you’re cruel to them Yuri-sama” Yuma laughed.
“I told you that don’t call me Yuri sama, Yuri Yuri”
“unh, wkarimashita Yuri-chan”
ÜÜÜÜ
Day by day, Yamada kept himself so busy in school, he still able to teach normally and perfectly, but the expression plastered on his face was obviously he is in deep pain, though he smiled a lot, inside of him, he is dying and nothing but a loser, he really changed, from a friendly to a serious one, he barely hang out with other students anymore, and the students were so sad about that fact.
Yuri’s gang were only watching him from behind, they know why their Yamada- sensei is acting like that,
He still laughed with some crack jokes of his students, he can still eat three times a day so no need to worry about him, they are sure that Chii is doing good in England but maybe the boy is still planning to came back here in Japan as soon as possible when a chance comes…
It’s a lunch break, instead of eating his lunch at the faculty, he walked straight to the rooftop to smell some fresh air, he sat down and took out his bento, he is feeling so sad, so hurt and for real its killing him. is he on the heartbreak, he asked himself though, then after heartbreak heartache comes, he is confused what is his feeling right now he even asked himself clearly, he was so confused.
After heartaches, comes heartbreak or heartbreak first before heartache” he can’t decided, as a teacher he don’t know what’s the answer, then after that life of heartache and heartbreak, will he love again?.
He controlled his tear, maybe he could cry a silent tears which no one could notice. He is thinking if Yuri is doing good in England, does the guy is very happy in meeting his future wife but half of his heart still care for Chii, that if the boy is having a special treatment, if that so then he would be happy that Chii could live a long life.
Meanwhile, Takaki and the hikanoobu pairs were peeing while chatting when a cute boy come over that caught Takaki’s eyes. The brunette boy just stared at the boy, looking himself on the mirror.
“ne minna, is he a newbie” Takaki whispered to his friends.
“I dunno my first to saw his face, maybe a new transferee” Yabu answered looking to the boy.
The chubby cheek boy looked at them, with a sharp eyes, they looked away hesitantly.
“talking in someone’s back is a bit too harsh” the cute boy said heading to the exit door of the toilet.
“wow what an attitude, he resembles Yuri right, his sharp tongue” Inoo agreed on what Hikaru said, as in the inoobu couple agreed except Takaki who’s still dozing off, dreaming about the boy earlier.
“wow, he’s so cute to be a penguin” Takaki whispered that made the hikanoobu to jawdrop.
Yamada was busy talking with his student when someone called him and hugged him so tight that made the others to squinted their eyes especially Takaki, Hikaru, Kota and Kei.
“YAMADA SENSEI” the boy shouted that caught the students who is busy chatting with their friends at the school’s square park.
Thanks for reading~~~
A/N: Yes, I'm so happy today, I'm so inspired to update tonight, why because I received Iv-chan's postcard Yay, after weeks of waiting, I hope within one weeks, she receives mine..kyaaaa~~what do you think about this chapter?? is it failed?? sorry for separating Yamachii again, can't help it...jii jii is bothering me..sorry if every chapters were so sad, but I'll be making a funny chapter when someone's special to Takaki arrived ne and yeah sorry if this is a bit short this time, i dunno why..hmm maybe on my next update it will a long chap to make it up..~~~ hope you like it guys!!!..
COMMENTS ARE ALWAYS LOVE!!!!....
“today is the day we will go to England, don’t worry I already taken all the things you needed”
“whaat, I can’t, I have to go grandpa, Yamachan is waiting for me” he opened the door, but his grandpa’s bodyguard stopped him.
“you can’t go, its our time to go now, just forget him” Yuri struggled from his bodyguards’ tight grip.
While Yuri is struggling to escape from his grandpa, Yamada walked back in forth in front of the amusement gate. “why is he taking so long” he scratched his head looking to his watch.
“he is 30 minutes late, is he trying to be late for real” Yamada lazily looked to his watch again.
~~~
They’re now on the airport getting on board, Yuri tried his best to escape from that grip, he strived hard and gave all his strength.
“how can I come with you, I don’t have my passport with me” he shouted to his grandpa.
“Yuri I’m not dumb, as you think, you can go with me, without that passport, because we’re not on the economical plane, we’re getting board through the Okamoto’s private plane, do you forget who is your grandfather”.
He was shocked when he saw a big plane with their surname designed on it, Its true, it is his grandpa’s private plane, he has no choice but to fight and used his fighting skills, what’s the use of him being the martial arts master.
“I really need to meet Yamachan” his mind is shouting it.
He pushed all the 3 bodyguards holding him, he punched the other ten with all his strength, but it looks like his opponent is becoming more in number, he just saw only 13 men but it looks like a legion came, they became 30, he knocked the 20 men down, he laughed when he is winning.
“do you think, you can stop me, I need to go you know, I have a date” he grabbed one of the men’s collar and punched. “if fighting is for Yamachan then I’ll definitely go through this” he slammed the other five on the ground, he saw his grandfather fuming in anger.” Come on get him” he ordered as he saw his grandson escaping successfully.
There are 13 men blocked his way, he is losing his energy, his vision is fading into white, his head hurts, he is in pain, the only words he heard is his grandpa’s words. “go and take him to the plane”
Why at the time like this, very urgent, he needs his body to move, his illness attacked him, he was able to escape through fighting them one by one, but why in the end, he was the one who is knocked down on the ground. “gomen ne Yamachan, this time I’m the one who will not come and leave you” his eyes were on a half close.
It’s 5 pm but still no shadow of Chinen Yuri coming, Yamada became uncomfortable, instead of him waiting patiently, sitting at the bench, he run around the amusement’s gate, looking everywhere, he is thinking if Chii is only hiding and planned to surprise him.
He stopped when there’s one thing he remembered very important, Yesterday even though the boy is busy updating his livejournal, Chinen asked him to meet up.
“If the first snow fall on this month, I’m not sure if we were still be together it is either me who left you, so be aware when a snow fall came Yamachan,there’s a chance you won’t be able to see me”
He stand and looked up to the sky, he saw the cirrostratus clouds, meaning its unsettled weather. He closed his eyes and wish that “please kami-sama, let it rain, no snowfall, please” he remained his eyes close and count up to ten, hoping that after he counts up to ten Yuri will show up right before his eyes.
“10-9-8-7-6-5-4-3-2 then he paused. 1” he just closed his eyes for another seconds, he just felt something cold landed on his face, Yuri’s presence can’t be sensed. “there’s no hope now, no its not rain, am I going to give up now” he just closed his eyes and let his tears rolled on his cheeks. “its not a rainfall but a snowfall, am I starting to hate the snow now” he asked himself. now he felt how painful to wait for nothing, now he knows what Yuri felt before, now he knows that there’s a reason for Yuri to hate him back then.
He just wandered around the city, drenching his body to the snow, he walked lifelessly, lonely and crying endlessly, there’s no hope for him now to wait for sure, now that the nature already decided that he won’t be able to see Chii tomorrow or worse forever. He looked up while the crystals tears are continue falling. The sky is so dark, it feels like the sky is also crying. “No wonder, the moonlight is not that bright” he whispered and sniffed a little bit, taking a seat at a swing in the playground. “how could be the moon so bright without the stars with him” If he could only die now, he would do and commit a sin.
“somehow its like us, Chii, you’re not here with me, I’m alone, so lonely, longing for your smile laughs and kisses, how could you leave me here, do you forget what you just said to me” Yamada’s heart is in deep pain, he can’t help it but cry and cry. He reminisced his last memory with Chii, he raised his hand to see the bracelet Chii gave to him. The moon could never be so shine at night without the light of the stars, so I will always remember the MOONLIGHT every night coz it is YOU Yamachan” he just laughed remembering it. “you’re right, you are really a genius how could you know that the moon will not shine without the stars, like is what happening to me right now so lonely without you” he just talked to himself
Again there’s a part of him who can’t forget Chii’s last words when the boy called him out to Tokyo Café.
“If the first snow fall on this month, I’m not sure if we were still be together it is either me who left you, so be aware when a snow fall came Yamachan,there’s a chance you won’t be able to see me”
He just laughed so loud remembering it, showing that he is now crazy, crazy without Yuri. “I started to love the snow because you love it but now I’m starting to hate it because of you?” he smiled at the question he asked.
ÜÜÜÜÜ
Yuri just woke up on a big room, with some dextrose and other life-support attached on his body, he looked around just to see nothing, he knows where is he and that made him so sad, its already 3 am in England and he wondered what is Yamada doing right now, he bet that the boy is so sad and hated him now, but there’s nothing he can do now.
He removed all the tubes attached on him and went outside the room, the house is quite big than their house in Japan, it was just a beautiful house there’s no meaning on it, since you can’t call it as a home sweet home, he walked over the door, he wants to go out, but there’s so many bodyguard, monitoring the house, he can’t but to give up on escaping, maybe he needs to plan it thoroughly. He just need to be kind first and get his grandpa’s amor then he will run away for sure.
“I can’t stay here for almost a years, I need to see Yamachan, just be patient” he said going back to his room.
On the next day, Yuri became a brat, ordering all the maids around. “just follow all what I want or else I’m gonna tell it to my grandpa” all the maid just bowed to him.
“I’m a devil hiding on an angel’s face, so don’t think that I will be nice to you” he arrogantly said. “scram now”
All the servants gossiped about him being a brat, klutz, annoying and a devil menace, but there’s only one of them knew about Chii and that is his friend who is one of his reader in lj, Nakayama Yuma, also a fanboy and a writer in lj.
“you’re cruel to them Yuri-sama” Yuma laughed.
“I told you that don’t call me Yuri sama, Yuri Yuri”
“unh, wkarimashita Yuri-chan”
ÜÜÜÜ
Day by day, Yamada kept himself so busy in school, he still able to teach normally and perfectly, but the expression plastered on his face was obviously he is in deep pain, though he smiled a lot, inside of him, he is dying and nothing but a loser, he really changed, from a friendly to a serious one, he barely hang out with other students anymore, and the students were so sad about that fact.
Yuri’s gang were only watching him from behind, they know why their Yamada- sensei is acting like that,
He still laughed with some crack jokes of his students, he can still eat three times a day so no need to worry about him, they are sure that Chii is doing good in England but maybe the boy is still planning to came back here in Japan as soon as possible when a chance comes…
It’s a lunch break, instead of eating his lunch at the faculty, he walked straight to the rooftop to smell some fresh air, he sat down and took out his bento, he is feeling so sad, so hurt and for real its killing him. is he on the heartbreak, he asked himself though, then after heartbreak heartache comes, he is confused what is his feeling right now he even asked himself clearly, he was so confused.
After heartaches, comes heartbreak or heartbreak first before heartache” he can’t decided, as a teacher he don’t know what’s the answer, then after that life of heartache and heartbreak, will he love again?.
He controlled his tear, maybe he could cry a silent tears which no one could notice. He is thinking if Yuri is doing good in England, does the guy is very happy in meeting his future wife but half of his heart still care for Chii, that if the boy is having a special treatment, if that so then he would be happy that Chii could live a long life.
Meanwhile, Takaki and the hikanoobu pairs were peeing while chatting when a cute boy come over that caught Takaki’s eyes. The brunette boy just stared at the boy, looking himself on the mirror.
“ne minna, is he a newbie” Takaki whispered to his friends.
“I dunno my first to saw his face, maybe a new transferee” Yabu answered looking to the boy.
The chubby cheek boy looked at them, with a sharp eyes, they looked away hesitantly.
“talking in someone’s back is a bit too harsh” the cute boy said heading to the exit door of the toilet.
“wow what an attitude, he resembles Yuri right, his sharp tongue” Inoo agreed on what Hikaru said, as in the inoobu couple agreed except Takaki who’s still dozing off, dreaming about the boy earlier.
“wow, he’s so cute to be a penguin” Takaki whispered that made the hikanoobu to jawdrop.
Yamada was busy talking with his student when someone called him and hugged him so tight that made the others to squinted their eyes especially Takaki, Hikaru, Kota and Kei.
“YAMADA SENSEI” the boy shouted that caught the students who is busy chatting with their friends at the school’s square park.
Thanks for reading~~~
A/N: Yes, I'm so happy today, I'm so inspired to update tonight, why because I received Iv-chan's postcard Yay, after weeks of waiting, I hope within one weeks, she receives mine..kyaaaa~~what do you think about this chapter?? is it failed?? sorry for separating Yamachii again, can't help it...jii jii is bothering me..sorry if every chapters were so sad, but I'll be making a funny chapter when someone's special to Takaki arrived ne and yeah sorry if this is a bit short this time, i dunno why..hmm maybe on my next update it will a long chap to make it up..~~~ hope you like it guys!!!..
COMMENTS ARE ALWAYS LOVE!!!!....