Revenge of the Nikushi
I s'pose I should update this thing for the poor random peep that somehow manages to wander into here O.o. I've come to accept the fact that I'm just no good at this whole live journal thing lol. I'm the type that bottles things up. Not to mention I consider my life uber boring, if I wouldn't want to read about it, why would someone else? Though I must admit last semester at R.C.C was quite the opposite from boring.
I got a rough start last semester when my Great Auntie, who we had been taking care of the past five years, sadly past away. It wasn't the nice fall asleep and never wake up kind of passing either. She was losing her mind at that point and was trying desperately to pull her skin off and tongue out. The whole thing was very unnerving and terribly saddening, I couldn't help but cry everytime I saw her. It was like she didn't know what/who/where she was anymore, for this reason I was glad she finally found peace. Mom got to be the one with her in her finally moments. Mom said through one lucid and coherent moment Auntie said she loved her.
Anyways, I didn't think her death would of effected me as badly as it did, but I had a hard time concentrating on school work for awhile which resulted in my dropping classes. This turn of events brought my father's anger down on my head later(but hey, when is he NOT angry?)for not being a full time student..oi. I swear I'd move out if I didn't worry about my mother so much, or the fact that I have no income at the moment. No I didn't get fired nor did I quit. I work on a commission basis, and well, let's just say the splicing tape industry just ain't quite what it used to be. No order = no $ T.T
I also caught a bad stomach virus thingie during spring break. I don't think I've ever felt quite so miserable in my life. Any little thing I ate ended up being thrown up 5 seconds later x.X ..NOT FUN, but hey, I lost 8 pounds lol. But then, to make matters worse, I ended up catching a bad case of bronchitis a week later from someone in Japanese class, *cough*Perri-san*cough*. Actually, just about everyone in class was coughing to some extent. Poor Suzuki sensei lol. I ended up FINALLY going to the doctors as I wasn't getting any better and I had a temp of 102 degrees. They ended up putting me on some breathing thing that made me feel like Darth Vader >.> but atleast I got gradually better. I took my good health for granted lol. I was so tired of just feeling miserable, not to mention I couldn't skip school as it probably would of effected my grades.
Yeah the only class I did enjoyed this semester was Japanese. Suzuki sensei is the best teacher ever to grace R.C.C PERIOD. English class sucked big time in comparison, but when does English class NOT suck lol. I felt like I was failing that class majorly. Me and English never got along really. The teacher was too laid back(I like laid back but too much isn't good either) and a really harsh grader. She also wouldn't really help you if you had some problems. This mix ended up with alot of people dropping. Surprisingly enough I came out with a B. Boy was I happy that day ^^;
I've also been so used to NOT using the computer that it's hard for me to get back into the habit other than posting my art at DE which I really really really hate cause I miss so much chatting with my friends.
Anyoo, I'm just glad it's all over with. I'm currently job hunting right now, which has been a little frustrating as no one is hiring >.<. I also haven't really been happy with the direction my art has taken which has left me a little depressed, but I'll work through that as always. I take joy in hanging out with the few friends I have. Going out for sushi and whatnot and seeing movvies(GRRR @ Star Warz). I also have no idea where I'm going to be next semester or where my life is going so this kinda concludes my lame/sappy journal entry. If you've made it this far congrats ^^ have a cookie and thanks for stopping by! (Oh and feel free to post something...ANYTHING lol)~
~Owari
I got a rough start last semester when my Great Auntie, who we had been taking care of the past five years, sadly past away. It wasn't the nice fall asleep and never wake up kind of passing either. She was losing her mind at that point and was trying desperately to pull her skin off and tongue out. The whole thing was very unnerving and terribly saddening, I couldn't help but cry everytime I saw her. It was like she didn't know what/who/where she was anymore, for this reason I was glad she finally found peace. Mom got to be the one with her in her finally moments. Mom said through one lucid and coherent moment Auntie said she loved her.
Anyways, I didn't think her death would of effected me as badly as it did, but I had a hard time concentrating on school work for awhile which resulted in my dropping classes. This turn of events brought my father's anger down on my head later(but hey, when is he NOT angry?)for not being a full time student..oi. I swear I'd move out if I didn't worry about my mother so much, or the fact that I have no income at the moment. No I didn't get fired nor did I quit. I work on a commission basis, and well, let's just say the splicing tape industry just ain't quite what it used to be. No order = no $ T.T
I also caught a bad stomach virus thingie during spring break. I don't think I've ever felt quite so miserable in my life. Any little thing I ate ended up being thrown up 5 seconds later x.X ..NOT FUN, but hey, I lost 8 pounds lol. But then, to make matters worse, I ended up catching a bad case of bronchitis a week later from someone in Japanese class, *cough*Perri-san*cough*. Actually, just about everyone in class was coughing to some extent. Poor Suzuki sensei lol. I ended up FINALLY going to the doctors as I wasn't getting any better and I had a temp of 102 degrees. They ended up putting me on some breathing thing that made me feel like Darth Vader >.> but atleast I got gradually better. I took my good health for granted lol. I was so tired of just feeling miserable, not to mention I couldn't skip school as it probably would of effected my grades.
Yeah the only class I did enjoyed this semester was Japanese. Suzuki sensei is the best teacher ever to grace R.C.C PERIOD. English class sucked big time in comparison, but when does English class NOT suck lol. I felt like I was failing that class majorly. Me and English never got along really. The teacher was too laid back(I like laid back but too much isn't good either) and a really harsh grader. She also wouldn't really help you if you had some problems. This mix ended up with alot of people dropping. Surprisingly enough I came out with a B. Boy was I happy that day ^^;
I've also been so used to NOT using the computer that it's hard for me to get back into the habit other than posting my art at DE which I really really really hate cause I miss so much chatting with my friends.
Anyoo, I'm just glad it's all over with. I'm currently job hunting right now, which has been a little frustrating as no one is hiring >.<. I also haven't really been happy with the direction my art has taken which has left me a little depressed, but I'll work through that as always. I take joy in hanging out with the few friends I have. Going out for sushi and whatnot and seeing movvies(GRRR @ Star Warz). I also have no idea where I'm going to be next semester or where my life is going so this kinda concludes my lame/sappy journal entry. If you've made it this far congrats ^^ have a cookie and thanks for stopping by! (Oh and feel free to post something...ANYTHING lol)~
~Owari