Gosh its been forever
Yeah well i have ADD and i totally forgot about this thing. Well anyways instead of catching up ill just start back up again. I cant even begin to describe what has gone on since then. I know i have grown in the Lord a whole lot. God is teaching me. Lately ive been kinda down...though no one has really known for the most part. I just have to keep going. Its soo hard to explain my feeling. i hate it. So anyways moms being the same ol same ol. Gosh i wish she would just love me for who i am. But i have to put God before her. Study time with Claire is on the road up hill i believe...it kinda went downhill there for a while. Thats ok though, i hope that God teaches and brings something for His glory for it. On a different note i am going to add right here that i am sick and tired of Christmas music...im soo not in the mood for Christmas...it should be named Santamas. Its all about gifts and everyone seems to think it soo important to spend soo much money that you go into debt. Would Christ want us to do such??? I think not. He would rather us use that money for His purpose. Im not saying that gift exchanging is wrong because it is not. But to go soo far to put your family in debt is. anyways. Im not sure if i updated this or not so ill say i have got a name for the lil baby. Her name will be Samantha Elisabeth Anderson. I dont care if it is too long. So if you are gonna say that then just dont. It has been with me since i got pregnant and therefore i feel that God put it in my heart. I am getting much bigger and hating that part. but its ok...ill be short fat and happy when she is born. I soo cant wait to hold her in my arms. This summer Sims is going to church camp for one week and i am supposed to be going to the night services (it would be too hard to stay with 2 lil ones). But i dont wanna go alone. GRRRRRness. I wanna go really bad, its supposed to be awesome this year. But i have some issues with going alone. Maybe i will find someone to stay with me that week and go. Im gonna have to work on it. Not to mention i stink at planning things so that makes it really really hard. But anyways.
Maybe today i will get one of my feet off of the ground in my walk with the Lord. Im tired of falling. It seems i always am. But i guess that is part of growth...Im praying that God will send a growth spurt in me....Im ready to do His blessed will whatever that may be.
I better get going i gotta get ready to take Shelb to school and stuff...
Until next time...hehe
Maybe today i will get one of my feet off of the ground in my walk with the Lord. Im tired of falling. It seems i always am. But i guess that is part of growth...Im praying that God will send a growth spurt in me....Im ready to do His blessed will whatever that may be.
I better get going i gotta get ready to take Shelb to school and stuff...
Until next time...hehe