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Ok i thought i would update. Why?...I have no idea. Well, lately life has been ummmmmm weird is the word maybe. Ok i am not going into details cause it is a bit personal. But all i can say is i am learning to lean souly on the Lord. I am the only one here that studies her Bible? Jeez sometimes it feels like it. Or even cares for that matter what it says? Well anyways, i am gonna get off of that topic cause it is a bit touchy with me right now. I should be studying as i write this. But once again, i am distracted, whats new. I think i have ADD LOL. But anyways, i have this cold that is killer.Plus sims is off today and yesterday and i hate being sick when he is off. It is not like we get much time together, with kids, him working over time, my moodiness lately (ooops did i say that). Ok it all started yesterday, i just got in a terrible mood. Well i kinda got out of it for a lil while last night and of course Sims took full advantage. Why ohh why does he like to pick on my when i am pregnant LOL. Yup...that brings out another depressing event. Well, i am one of those people that arent showing and then wake up one morning and am. Well it happened. Woke up and was showing. I had the same reaction as i did with my other 2. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH, I am never going to be the same lol. And one more thing, why do kids decide to be awful and loud while you are sick?
Yeah, i really cant say anything about my study with Claire cause i really have no clue if we studied last night or what went on... hmmmm...I am hoping that we didnt because if we did i got nothing out of it LOL. Hopefully, we get that in sometime today.
Ok summary of feelings just for fun: excited (cuz sims is home), depressed (cuz i am fat), happy (cuz i am ready to have this baby), really sad(cuz i have got to wait 5 or 6 months to have it, that and some reasons i am not putting in here), mad(i am not sure why on that one, lol), and lonely(because i have no true friends, exept my Savior and Sims (Sims only cuz he has too)) Ok, isnt that nice, i think i have just about every feeling there is. Dont you just love baby hormones. How can i expect Sims or anyone to understand me when i dont at all? Good thing I have a mighty God and a loving understanding God who i can carry all this to Him in prayer and He will fix it YAY!! For God! I sure couldnt make it through this life without Him. Im in love with my Savior and Hes in love with me!!!!! Yayness. Ok i am just procrastinating. I have to get off and go spend some time with Him.
God is AWESOME!!!! He lifts me up when i am down. He draws me to His chest and wipes away my tears...if i will only bring Him my stuggles.
Ok, Nik just got excited there. I love my Jesus
Yeah, i really cant say anything about my study with Claire cause i really have no clue if we studied last night or what went on... hmmmm...I am hoping that we didnt because if we did i got nothing out of it LOL. Hopefully, we get that in sometime today.
Ok summary of feelings just for fun: excited (cuz sims is home), depressed (cuz i am fat), happy (cuz i am ready to have this baby), really sad(cuz i have got to wait 5 or 6 months to have it, that and some reasons i am not putting in here), mad(i am not sure why on that one, lol), and lonely(because i have no true friends, exept my Savior and Sims (Sims only cuz he has too)) Ok, isnt that nice, i think i have just about every feeling there is. Dont you just love baby hormones. How can i expect Sims or anyone to understand me when i dont at all? Good thing I have a mighty God and a loving understanding God who i can carry all this to Him in prayer and He will fix it YAY!! For God! I sure couldnt make it through this life without Him. Im in love with my Savior and Hes in love with me!!!!! Yayness. Ok i am just procrastinating. I have to get off and go spend some time with Him.
God is AWESOME!!!! He lifts me up when i am down. He draws me to His chest and wipes away my tears...if i will only bring Him my stuggles.
Ok, Nik just got excited there. I love my Jesus