when I should be sleeping I do this...who's supposed to be supervising ME?

Apr 19, 2006 01:44

twice today I almost put my skirt in the toilet. Should I be held responsible for not checking before I sat down? Nah..

I took my migrane medicine and it made me feel like a bobble head doll.

People looked at my rack today...note to self..slightly low cut shirts don't make you look pretty they make boys not look you in the eyes

Ryan=the big R...FAT BOY

I need to learn to F-ing CALM DOWN

things I'll never get used to: my life being a big deal to anyone else. I swear I just sit and go...OK...I mean I like myself..but I KNOW I'm not that interesting...and yet...somehow I make my way to the gossip mill and...it weirds me out every time. So...if I seem stand-off-ish about some things it's because I'm weirded out when people make me a topic of conversation. You can talk about the cult..much more interesting.

I am afraid to be in buildings alone at night by myself...and also the costume shop ghosts...and...spiders..and Joe yelling at me.

award for thing that makes me want to kill myself most:SPEAK TRUTH TO POWER

Award for director most likely to be set on fire by me: Lynn

people who need to stop avoiding me: My brother and Jim Ream

People who should START avoiding me: short irish virgins and anyone who has something they need me to do

Fiona Apple's voice is my wet dream

I think my back is peeling..nope..just the boils

WHY AM I STILL UP???? It's 2 am...and now I'm waiting up for my sister to get back online after re-starting her computer...because...I mean..what if she misses me? And panics and then her heart freaks out and she has to go to the hospital? See...it would be all my fault if I get in bed now.

Tommorow is my last BIG HUGE PROJECT DAY..and after that-- everyone can SUCK IT cause I'm not doing anything of significance until Finals. Hey..anyone who wants to see my sweet sweet scene can come...It's the Monday night of finals week- it's from Psycho Beach Party and rumor has it...Eddie Murphy will be making an appearance to sing "My Girl wants to party all the time"...ok..one of those sentances is a lie...but I'm not telling which.

Damn it Kate...I give up on you and signing back on. Sorry...I love you...don't die.

~Nikki~
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