Apr 12, 2005 11:05
Sorry I havent updated in a while...i was too busy to get online at all. A lot has been going down...it sucks pretty much. This weekend was ok
Fri- was with Ky, Harv, Jr and Laura, pretty cool :-) Fever Pitch was an AMAZING movie!! :-)
Sat- double header, we won both tho YAY!! I did pretty well too which was impresive. Then I hung out with Eric 4 certain reasons...ya that pretty much sucked ass.
Sun- AWESOME day!! Hung out with Doran, Matt, Amanda for a while and met his prom date MEgan. Awww :-) We were driving around in my unlces car! It was a blast. And then we had a party at his house for his bday...Kylie and Harv came. It was fun we set up the trampoline so doran could check something else off the list... LOL.
Mon- School...wasnt there for a few periods cuz i ditched out and went to lunch with Grandma, Grandpa, Doran and Auntie :-) Itwas yummy. Came back for 9th hr commons...LOL A BIKER RAN INTO ASHLEY!! That made my day happy lol i love random shit like that. Then I had Ryan's wake...it was so great cuz so many people were there to show there support. His dad was so strong...thats amazing!
But ya, ive been with my family a lot, which is good. I take them for granted cuz they are really fun and amazing people....i do have a great time with them. And for the past year or so Ive always skipped out of family stuff early and that was stupid of me. Im gunna make sure I hang out with all of them a ton more :-)
I finally got the whole prom thing figured out, not exactly how i hoped it would work, but o well. Im gunna make sure I have fun so it doesnt matter.
Ya, i love softball a lot, no matter how much we lose lol I still have a ton of fun. Its the rock in my life right now. Im teaching myself how to be independent and not rely on others to be happy or to figure out what to do everyday. Its nice. Cuz i can HONESTLY do w/e the hell i want and i love that. Plus Im really really busy :-)
And today in English i realized that ANDREW A is an awesome kid :-) He is really really cool and funny :-)
But ya, i just got a lot going on in my mind, im tryin really hard to act happy, cuz i am happy, i am. Everything is going great right now, and honestly i dont know if i'd change a thing if i could. But of course, i will never learn to allow myself to be happy, so ya...
RIP Ryan...ERM