hmm i feel sick...again
Its 8:34, i feel like its 12...
My body is akeing and my head is spinning.
Today was werid.
I am moeving stuff because our upstairs is geting new carpit.
and as i clean out my room, i feel like im cleaning something eles out too..
my eye keeps twitching.
thats bad.
Im afraid because astins bad eye is his left, so i guess im just protective of it.
Today i was messing with nathan, and i kicked him in the face by accident.
it was werid, my body was shakeing like none other and my blood was onfire.
it was very strange.
and werid.
sean and nathan came over to help get the tredmeal down.
I do need a knew keyboard.
this one is gross.
and i need to clean my mouse.
i feel like just curling up in my empty room.
that would be a good picture.
hmm...
nathan offered for me to stay at his house tonight.
i should have taken the offer.
i really should have.
This werid program is on , its the news.
and this black guy is like walking around.
and their are cops every ware pointing guns
and in big white letters it says 'cops shoot to kill'
that cant be good.
I should update snowball.
i would draw but Oc is being a bitch.
my uper lip hurts.
it was cut during me and nathans wip cream fight.
which i got in trouble for.
Sean gave me this lovely neckless.
and i should update snowball..
i think i already said that.
im loseing my mind.
So im writeing this, to keep me sane? or just something to do?
i guess both.
I could read, but everythings packed away.
i feel so empty.
and i really want to cry.
becuase crying may make me feel better.
i dont know if its depression as much as it is just feeling lost.
though thats sorta..yeah basicly depression.
never mind.
Im going to start to say the music that comes on, if i dont know it, ill say random lyrics.
now its A.F.i, totaly tell by davies voice (which is amazeing).
'i will remain, i will remain'
'and watch it burn'
depressing..
reminds me of;
Nathan..
why?
'emotion, is pantamime' well there it is. donno
'your never alone' yep.
charicer wise.
Charlie actualy.
why?
charlie, depite being a conveict is a man of his word...
'danceing in your dust'
its just fitting. though him and nathan are nothing alike..well i guess..sorta? ..yeah sorta?
im takeing 'zango' its working..i think.
i hope at lest, its expinsive.
i went 75$ over for text messages..
well that was expected.
ever been confused? and thought you might like two diffrent people? but are confused about it?
yeah..thats were i am.
damn.
My body is akeing and my head is spinning.
Today was werid.
I am moeving stuff because our upstairs is geting new carpit.
and as i clean out my room, i feel like im cleaning something eles out too..
my eye keeps twitching.
thats bad.
Im afraid because astins bad eye is his left, so i guess im just protective of it.
Today i was messing with nathan, and i kicked him in the face by accident.
it was werid, my body was shakeing like none other and my blood was onfire.
it was very strange.
and werid.
sean and nathan came over to help get the tredmeal down.
I do need a knew keyboard.
this one is gross.
and i need to clean my mouse.
i feel like just curling up in my empty room.
that would be a good picture.
hmm...
nathan offered for me to stay at his house tonight.
i should have taken the offer.
i really should have.
This werid program is on , its the news.
and this black guy is like walking around.
and their are cops every ware pointing guns
and in big white letters it says 'cops shoot to kill'
that cant be good.
I should update snowball.
i would draw but Oc is being a bitch.
my uper lip hurts.
it was cut during me and nathans wip cream fight.
which i got in trouble for.
Sean gave me this lovely neckless.
and i should update snowball..
i think i already said that.
im loseing my mind.
So im writeing this, to keep me sane? or just something to do?
i guess both.
I could read, but everythings packed away.
i feel so empty.
and i really want to cry.
becuase crying may make me feel better.
i dont know if its depression as much as it is just feeling lost.
though thats sorta..yeah basicly depression.
never mind.
Im going to start to say the music that comes on, if i dont know it, ill say random lyrics.
now its A.F.i, totaly tell by davies voice (which is amazeing).
'i will remain, i will remain'
'and watch it burn'
depressing..
reminds me of;
Nathan..
why?
'emotion, is pantamime' well there it is. donno
'your never alone' yep.
charicer wise.
Charlie actualy.
why?
charlie, depite being a conveict is a man of his word...
'danceing in your dust'
its just fitting. though him and nathan are nothing alike..well i guess..sorta? ..yeah sorta?
im takeing 'zango' its working..i think.
i hope at lest, its expinsive.
i went 75$ over for text messages..
well that was expected.
ever been confused? and thought you might like two diffrent people? but are confused about it?
yeah..thats were i am.
damn.