jump → kurukuru → ZABUUN!!
Cultivate your hunger before you idealize.
Motivate your anger to make them all realize.
Climbing the mountain, never coming down.
Break into the contents, never falling down.
My knee is still shaking, like I was twelve,
Sneaking out of the classroom, by the back door.
A man railed at me twice though, but I didn't care.
Waiting is wasting for people like me.
Don't try to live so wise.
Don't cry 'cause you're so right.
Don't dry with fakes or fears,
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end.
You say, "Dreams are dreams.
"I ain't gonna play the fool anymore."
You say, "'Cause I still got my soul."
Take your time, baby, your blood needs slowing down.
Breach your soul to reach yourself before you gloom.
Reflection of fear makes shadows of nothing, shadows of nothing.
You still are blind, if you see a winding road,
'Cause there's always a straight way to the point you see.
Don't try to live so wise.
Don't cry 'cause you're so right.
Don't dry with fakes or fears,
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end.
I KNEW THAT I HEARD THAT SONG BEFORE!! it seemed so familiar to me ... well, i like the flute tune and although the group is japanese, i actually understand parts of the english lyrics XDDD lately, i'm quite emo and listening to sentimental songs a lot o.O;;
grab it over here → understandable jenglish
OMAKE: this was one ending theme of naruto (the original, not the crappy german version ...).
ENOUGH OF BEING EMO!!! today was just a great day, yay! mamocolossal! i'm feeling good and i don't know why! but it's great to feel good, so i'm enjoying being happy^^.
actually, there were some good things, that happened today .... only tiny things, but they can really brighten your day!
♥ i went to the doctor to get my brace checked. why is that a good thing? after half a year of doing nothing at all, he finally gave me small rubber bands to tighten between lower jaw and upper jaw and it feels like we are doing progress at last!
♥ at school, we read poems in german and had to guess which author and which epoch it is from. i like reading poems and discussing them, but unfortunately we were never drilled to learn them by heart (or: we did that VERY seldom ...). that's why i decided to gather some poems i really like and write them down! said it and went to "nanunana" get a notebook ... it feels good to be so determinated^^.
♥ the most mamocolossal thing that happened today: i got my ear pierced again, yay! i wanted to do that for a long time and today i finally did it! the jeweller i went to had no customers at all, so the shop attendant took a lot of time for me and did it really good. i think she took about twenty minutes to shot twice through my left ear o.O;; whatever, she was nice and it wasn't very expensive. but i want my eyebrow piercing back!!! the scar is still there and i think i should wait a little more until i can get it shot again *needstobepatient* ...
♥ there has been a song in my mind all day long and i nearly finished a whole choreography for that song in my head.
i'm often told that i'm overreacting and too enjoyed about little things ... can't help it^^. i need that, because daily life would be boring without little joy.
getting to my favourite "corner" - the alc!!!
sleep - five hours ... feeling refreshed
food - ah~, my mother baked cake for her birthday tomorrow. you could smell it thorough the whole house and KNOWING that there is something DELICIOUS and you CAN'T EAT it, is unbearable ... but i ate a very dangerous chocolate muffin^^. let me explain: i was hanging around at the internet room of our school with senorita-7 eating a chocolate muffin, which is not allowed there. we were nearly caught, but i hid the muffin just in time when a teacher came to check us, if we weren't doing something stupid. after that, the muffin tasted two times delicous!!
work - went to school, need to revise latin, learned japanese ...
fun - SPREAD NOBUTA POWER ALL OVER THE WORLD!!! ... we did that today ...
i watched a little "perfect dinner" on tv today ... maybe i should do more effort in learning cooking. it is nice to have something delicious on your table. okay!!! i'll do more effort in that direction! *gets into the i-am-oh-so-determinated mood*
*sings*
恋に破れて
涙ボロボロ チャイナタウン
情けないね
悲しいひとりの男さ
ドラゴンが 舞い降りて
ドラゴンが 踊りだす
ドラゴンが 火を吹いた
燃えろ 関風ファイティング
actually, i don't think "kanfuu fighting" is a mamocolossal song, but whenever i hear it, i have to sing along!!! i even have the pv on my music player! it has the rhythm~~~! i should be prepared for karaoke^^.
to be honest, when i was over in japan i didn't notice kanjani∞ AT ALL (i was a matsumoto jun maniac @____@)! then i heard some songs of them, didn't like them (except naniwa iroha, cause it has the "japanese rythm" LooooooL), but lately i notice them for their comical talent^^. watch eito ranger and you understand!!!
nothing more to say today ... only:
what the cat taught me today:
mango pudding is the best!
EDIT: ah~, i forgot to mention two more happy things^^:
♥ *cheerstogruene_fee* it's settled!!! after such a long time of uncertainty, you can finally start to plan your birthday^^. will help you of course *waves*. it will definitely be a great party!!!
♥ one of my favourite commercials appeared on television at last!!! i hardly watch any television, cause it annoys me a lot atm, but when i watched "perfect dinner", my favourite "ricola" cm aired!!! it's been a long time since it last aired, ne. (if "bluna" cms appeared on tv, i would be completely satisfied^^)