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I am either too hot or too cold. Am I geting heat flashes and going through menopause? I hope not. i am so tired and out of it. I am so awake and alert at 3am. I havent writen in here for a while. I have barely had time to even eat lately. I keep forgeting about it. then I am tired and have a head ache and get made because of it. BUT it is just because I am not taking care of my self.
I am learning how to use lighting. It is quite a trip. I really like it. Hard. Heavy fucking equipment too. I took a bunch of photos of Jenny yesterday and it was really fun. I actually used hot lights with umbrellas and everything. I even took some photos of her father.
I have this dream of taking portraits of everyone that I find interesting. That would be a challange. I cant just do stupid models that the school brings in, they are very annoying to look at. But I may have to. I think I am going to take a studio class next semester. I need to learn that stuff. Then I can get a job as and assisstant and make some money and quit my stupif job at the cafe. I am working with an asshole. I want to get him fired, but I guess I will see if that actually works out. I really hope it does. He is a fucking PRICK. and the most sexist idiot I have ever met.
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I am listening to Elliott Smith
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I am visiting my grandma day after tomorrow. It is going to be weird. But I get to take her portrait. I am bringing a lot of equipment. But it iwll be fun I think. I want to make an entire outline of that hous and that area. I love that I am taking a train down. 10 hours. HOLLY SHIT.
time to study
and now it is time to go to bed.
I am going to the opening night of the circus tomorrow. I have never gone to the circus.
peace friends
Mon
I am learning how to use lighting. It is quite a trip. I really like it. Hard. Heavy fucking equipment too. I took a bunch of photos of Jenny yesterday and it was really fun. I actually used hot lights with umbrellas and everything. I even took some photos of her father.
I have this dream of taking portraits of everyone that I find interesting. That would be a challange. I cant just do stupid models that the school brings in, they are very annoying to look at. But I may have to. I think I am going to take a studio class next semester. I need to learn that stuff. Then I can get a job as and assisstant and make some money and quit my stupif job at the cafe. I am working with an asshole. I want to get him fired, but I guess I will see if that actually works out. I really hope it does. He is a fucking PRICK. and the most sexist idiot I have ever met.
....
I am listening to Elliott Smith
....
I am visiting my grandma day after tomorrow. It is going to be weird. But I get to take her portrait. I am bringing a lot of equipment. But it iwll be fun I think. I want to make an entire outline of that hous and that area. I love that I am taking a train down. 10 hours. HOLLY SHIT.
time to study
and now it is time to go to bed.
I am going to the opening night of the circus tomorrow. I have never gone to the circus.
peace friends
Mon