Do you think I look fat?

Jan 26, 2009 22:54

 So the time has almost come.  The time for me to say "goodbye", hopefully NOT forever, to my jeans that are a shameful size 8, and HELLO to the world of... STRETCH PANTS.

I know, this is my second (okay, honestly, it's my 6th), pregnancy, but damn... I'm 11 weeks and my pants are killing me.  I have spoken to other "mommies to be" and other "wiser" women, and the verdict is always the same.  Second time around, you show earlier.

Now, I'm not saying that I look as though I'm smuggling a turkey outta Wal-Mart, but another month or two or normalcy would be AMAZING.  I honestly have LOST almost 4 pounds this first trimester... all because this little one does not like me to eat... at ALL.

*sigh*  Lenny keeps telling me, "It'll be worth it in the end," and I know that.  I just keep thinking... I wish I could eat that, drink that and do this.  I am a strong woman, I know I am.  Once in a while though, I realllllly want Lenny to be chubby and pukey with me.

At least he can hold my hair as I vomit.

REAL LIFE!  Yay!

School is going GREAT...  *overt sarcasm*

It is AMAZING how much these professors shove into your last semester.  Can it be May now?  I have so many projects due that my head is spinning and I don't know what is do when, where, why or how.

I am managing.

Now we are getting ready to move... hopefully soon.  Gotta nail down a place first.  We've seriously been SCREWED out of great apartments here lately by some shady people.  I have one we've looked at that I reallllllllly want.  Slated to look at one tomorrow also.

Wish us luck.  I need W/D hookups and at least two bedrooms.  And NO, I am NOT willing to give up my cat.  Any suggestions folks?

One day at a time.  Just gotta take this all, one day at a time.

family, stuff, me, baby, lenny, crap

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