life sucks (for lack of a better title)
k i have to do this above else:
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
k that feels better.... omg i'm so pissed. if my bf is having to be a mediator yet again for our 2 friends who have almost constant problems with their relationship yet again, i'm gonna be so pissed off at them. he said he's "needed" at our friend's house so he's not even home yet and it's bloody 1:30 in the morning!! then i asked him what's wrong and he said "nothing" meaning he either can't tell me or he doesn't want to tell me. it's just like, those 2 had better fucking leave my boyfriend alone, he's got enough shit in his life to deal with without those 2 fighting again!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *bangs her head on the wall*
sooo... frustrating....
my poor sweetie. :(
and then it means i can't tell him my side of things, because he's gonna be tired (we both have to be up realtively early, me earlier than him i think), and he's gonna be stressed... he's got school stuff to do, i've got my junk.... just FUCK. that's kinda how it sums it up. i want more attention but i can't say anything cuz he's gonna be all moody and out of it tomorrow maybe, and i don't want to make him sad. so i gotta keep it inside and save it for another time...
argh i'm just gonna stop here... i think anyone who's reading this has gotten my point by now. -.-
oyasuminasai*~
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
k that feels better.... omg i'm so pissed. if my bf is having to be a mediator yet again for our 2 friends who have almost constant problems with their relationship yet again, i'm gonna be so pissed off at them. he said he's "needed" at our friend's house so he's not even home yet and it's bloody 1:30 in the morning!! then i asked him what's wrong and he said "nothing" meaning he either can't tell me or he doesn't want to tell me. it's just like, those 2 had better fucking leave my boyfriend alone, he's got enough shit in his life to deal with without those 2 fighting again!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *bangs her head on the wall*
sooo... frustrating....
my poor sweetie. :(
and then it means i can't tell him my side of things, because he's gonna be tired (we both have to be up realtively early, me earlier than him i think), and he's gonna be stressed... he's got school stuff to do, i've got my junk.... just FUCK. that's kinda how it sums it up. i want more attention but i can't say anything cuz he's gonna be all moody and out of it tomorrow maybe, and i don't want to make him sad. so i gotta keep it inside and save it for another time...
argh i'm just gonna stop here... i think anyone who's reading this has gotten my point by now. -.-
oyasuminasai*~